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Thursday, January 28, 2010

hEmo2~

Salaam..


Post ni emo, kalo xsanggup jgn bce, stop NOW~ :P
(hee, gurau je la..)

Yang ini menekan, yang itu men'stress'kan.
Yang ini menyesakkan, yang itu menserabutkan.
Yang ini mendesak, yang sana meminta.
So, where do I stand?

Rewind blik what happen arini 3..2..1.. action~

Lps blk trenin demo, da rse len mcm. Rse berat, rse nk rebah tp bkn fizikal rs itu dtg dr dalam. Tahan2, dlm kete ramai org. Ti diorg pelik pulak. Then drop sume org kt kafe, I drove alone to the car park. Beres je parking, bukak radio n sob sob sob dlm kete (mcm tah pape je kn~) Makin lama air mata makin deras. Kenapeee ni? Aduh. TAK TAHU! Suddenly evrytin yg depressing & menekankn jiwa selama ni dtg satu2 dlm kepala. Tula padahnya byk simpan dlm, semua meletup tanpa kawalan. Ambik kau. Tp bknla besa pon mslhnye, ish3~ At the same time, igt muke my mom. Oh pttla, I'm missing a face that usually makes all my problems fly away. I see. Actly this is one of the things that i cant understand bout myself. At the end of the day, i tend to cry uncontrollably without reason. Tiba2 je. Mayb sbb byk pendam? Latent heat. Haha :P Tgh sob3 tu tbe2 radio putarkn lagu yg semacam mahu memujuk.. Lgu Smile by Uncle Kracker. Xpenah dgr pn sblum ni, but suddenly i did smile. Time kaseh radio! Huu~

"Smile"

You're better than the best
I'm lucky just to linger in your life
Cooler than the flip-side of my pillow (that's right)
Completely unaware
Nothing can compare to where you send me
Let's me know that it's okay (yea, it's okay)
And the moments when my good times start to fade

You make me smile like a sun, Fall outta bed
Sing like a bird, Dizzy in my head
Spin like a record, Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like fool, Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, Buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Oh, you make me smile

Even when you don't
Somehow you come along just like a flower pokin through the sidewalk crack
And just like that
You steal away the rain
And just like that

Don't know how I lived without you
'Cuz everytime that I get around you
I see the best of me inside your eyes
You make me smile
You make me dance like fool, Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, Buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Oh, you make me smile

(Oh, you make me smile)
Oh you make me smille
(Oh, you make me smile)
Oh you make me smille

*Suddenly teringat kt org yg always can make me smile, lately.. ;)

Pastu naek blik, rumet pon blik xlame pas tu. She realised i looked sad. Huhu. Tenkyuu eamy, kamu mmg salu leh detect when kite nangis :D Tp kite pn xmau bg dia bimbg, da la dia nk g kL mlm ni so biarla dia pegi dgn aman tanpa memikirkn rumet dia yg xstabil ni. Hehu~ Alhamdulillah, ad hikmah jgk sekali2 dtg rasa resah mcm ni. Kite akan makin dekat dgn Dia, mungkin ni peringatan dr Dia spy kite xlalai or leka dr mengingati-Nya. Ya Allah, besarnya hikmah ujian-Mu. Kebetulan, ni mlm Jumaat. Jumaat, Sayyidul-Ayyam (Penghulu Segala Hari). Terima Kasih Ya Allah! Then time dinner, org len duk seronok2 sembang2 kosong but i cant fit in. Xde mood ah. Then diorg perasan.. Huk, sori ssgt korg. Disbbkn selera nk mkn pn xde sbnanye so kite blah awl dr meja tu so dat diorg xrse terganggu dgn mood pelik kite ni. Aduhai~ Xtahu la, secara kasar npk mcm mood ni dtg tanpa sebab. Tp actly, terlalu byk sbb terpendam yg buat mood ni dtg. Kot. I guess.. :) Dan xdinafikan, mungkin ad kate2 kasar yg tidak diduga telah diterima td lalu menusuk hati menyebabkn luka lama yg kecil menjadi besar. Bertahan2, xde org ajar kamu jd lemah.

Urm, mlm ni ad meeting dgn org ini & org2 itu. Kalo ikt hati xmau kelua blik. Muke ketat je. Tp xboleh, ti langgar amanah lak ponteng miting tnpa sbb. Huhu. Reedah aje la~ Berat kepala, adoi2. I can never lose direction, not this time please~

sMiLe.... :) ;) :D

20 Comments:

azuaNi kasiraN said...

maaf andai kte menyakiti....

ChE AtEn♥♥ said...

eh tak2. kite saaayang kak wani.
its not u, its myself :)

azuaNi kasiraN said...

lain mcm je syg 2...hehehe~~
jom mcD..ajak azpor...hehehe..

ChE AtEn♥♥ said...

haha.la btol r ikhlas woo syg tuh.
mcD? jom! haha. nk ajak azpo xleh lebih 12 mlm :P

azuaNi kasiraN said...

aah ek..kang mak dia xbg keluar..hehehe...
jom2..mcD mlm ni...hehehe

McFLuRry_MaNIaC said...

nk ikut~da ngidam sundae ni..aten kn kte nk banje sundae choc n strawberi..kn2..he..

kdg2 kite rse tertekan oleh sebab yang kite xtaw dr mne ia dtg.y kite taw bnde 2 sgt2 menekan.n bile pk2 blik bnde 2 kecik je sbnrny.tp kite ni manusia.ade bnde y org len aggp kecik but bg kite besar.xpe..kite bersama2..kn?=)

ChE AtEn♥♥ said...

kak wani : ok, rmai dh nk g ni. set, mlm ni~ suh azpo btau mak dia dlu :P

fana : yes dear, aten belikan dua2 ti dunwori i igt~

ye fana. u've been there too rite? hati manusia susah nk diduga :) together we are strong~ *touching2*

azuaNi kasiraN said...

giler comel kutuk2 azpor kat cini...hehehe~~

i'm not a good sister..perhaps i'm a good listener..maaf adik2 ku syg...

khairi 21 said...

selamber je kutuk azpo..adik aku 2 wani.. :p

azuaNi kasiraN said...

hehehhe...maaf tuan haji keri..adik ak gak..hehe~~

ChE AtEn♥♥ said...

kak wani : kan kan. comel sgt~ hee :P
uhuh, bg kite k.wani la akak yg terbaek. yg sanggup marah time kitorg salah :) payah nk jumpe a sister like dat~ tq dear sis!

oops~ tuan haji da marah, ayok ayok xtau..

McFLuRry_MaNIaC said...

waa~tachink la bce komen2 kat cni~huu

azuaNi kasiraN said...

tq che aten yg suke bersolek skrg ni cz bwk pi mcD....wewit2...(tepuk tgn rmai2..hehehe)

dont say like that..i'm not a perfect person..but i try to understand all of u..bilik kte sentiase terbuka kpd korg!!hehe~~

ChE AtEn♥♥ said...

fana : yela tachink2.mentang da dpt 2 sundae smlm :P

k.wani : hoho.manede kite bsolek T_T kite natural tau.haha :P
xpe2 k.wani.nobody's perfect tp kite cube jd yg terbaek utk dri sdri n org len.heiho~ nape rse k.wani makin cute neh? *wink2*

azuaNi kasiraN said...

well...kte mmg cute pon..natural je..hehehe~~
wink..wink..

muhammad azfar said...

owh...kutuk x ajak... x pa2..demi unutk abg2 , akak2, n kwn2 gembira...aku rela berduka.....

ChE AtEn♥♥ said...

haha.okei.nk hilang duka g mcD :)

muhammad azfar said...

aik...mcd plak..hahahaha..x pa..be strong erk che aten...Innallah ha ma'assobirin....... caiyok2...

Nash™ said...

hurm, lame dah tak bukak blog adik2...~

eum, kdg2 ada masa kita perlu menangis, tanda kita lemah dan masih bergantung harap pdNYA.

kuat2kan smgt...

ChE AtEn♥♥ said...

azpo : sesungguhnya Allah bersama org2 yg sabar? :) betol3. caiyok2 utk azpo jgk~

abg nash : sudah lumrah, manusia mmg lemah. sy ni lebih2 lg. terima kasih, insyaAllah bila bersatu kita kuat :)