Tagged by Ira Didi

The last person to tag you is?
-ira didi,1st tyme lyn org tag..lucky u didi deary ^^

Your 5 impressions towards her...
-sgt cute!
-used 2 col her clumsy gurl dlu2,skang cane ek??
-boley tahan jiwunk,oops~
-famly dye sgt sweet ;)
-sy syg dye..sgt2! heh ^^

The most memorable thing she had done for you...
-bykk sgt act,mse zmn high school..but i appreciate d most d tymes when she lent her ear 4 me..gud fren she is =)

If she becomes your lover,you will...
-sy normal oke?

If she becomes your enemy you will...
-regret 4 havin 2 b an enemy 2 such sweet gurl ;( mtk jaoh,mtk jaoh~

If she becomes your lover,she needs to improve on...
-jantinanya mungkin?haha =P kiddin only~

If she becomes your enemy, the reason is...
-perhaps..mayb cz i dont treat her ryte..well d question say "IF"

How do you think people around you fell about you...
-unpredictable? susa nk senyom? xbyk ckp? kowt..

The character for urself is...
-loving.. ceyh~ =P

The most ideal person you want to be is...
-sumone who was born 2 make evryone happy ^^ i wish i am,huu..

For the person who cares or likes you,say something for them...
-lalala..ku sayang kamu..alwez n 4eva,luv u ol! ^_^

10 people to tag...
-zaida
-zati
-fateen
-is [if u do read,plz do dis tag..kalo xphm ape itu tag,do ask me oke?]
-taro [taro,buat kt comment bleh gk..wee =P]
-emi [kebarangkalian utk dia ni buat teramat la rendah,huahua =P]
-kero [sory,xtaw nk letak nme spe dh]
-esyad [same cam kero =P]
-org2 sesat kt blog ni
-kamu..ye,kamu yg tgh bace..buat! hehe =P

Who is num 2 having relationship with...
-famly yg dia syg..serta rakan2 nye..

Is num 3 a male or a female?
-femme

Is num7 and num 10 together would be a good thing?
-kemungkinan tu ade.. kebarangkalian pon ade =P

How about num 5 and 8?
-oh no.. tp.. oke gk pe =P

What is num 1 studying?
-tamhidi perakaunan dan muamalat? sory if im wrong~

When was the last time u had a chat with them?
-baru2 ni jugak.. chat tp xnpk muke korg pn.. *sigh* ble nk jupe ni.. [xcept 4 utpianz la..]

Is num 4 single?
-er.. hurm.. urm?

Talk something about num 2...
-dlu b4 separate cls dgn dak ni,selalu pour my heart out at her..vry understanding she is..felt gud after talkin 2 her..n im glad,we're still in gud terms till now..hey awk,bile nk jupe? huhu =)

~PeNiNk SeYh~

salaam~

hurm.. byk nde tol yg sy xphm rupenye.. sy igt sy knl org tuh tp then discover len plak.. sy igt sy phm subjek tuh then sy discover sy xley solve problems dlm test,final exam,bla3.. sy igt sy phm dri sy sndri then sy discover sy dlm dilemma rupenye.. ape ni? ape ni? ape ni? penink seyh~

kdg2, sy nk memahami sumtin.. boley je, tnyelah pd org yg taw kn? but then, sy takowt kalo d truth will hurt me. then i keep shut, tros tenggelam dlm ketidakpahaman. buat konklusi sdri, mcm org bodoh. ye, mcm org bodoh. penakowt. cis~

sbb tu sy suke diam. diam. diam. perhati. buat konklusi sdri, sedapkan hati sdri. dh taw dri ni mmg fragile. tp, xkn selamanya nk lari? aaa, ape yg sy mengarowt ni? mungkin sy dh xlarat lagi. dlm hal itu. ye, hal yg satu tu. mainan2 fikiran.. diri berdialog sendiri. patot lepaskah? sanggop ke nk lepas? kalo xlepas, nk teroskan? ikhlas ke kalo teroskan. ye, sy taw sy ikhlas. cumenye kdg2 sy penat. tu je.. komitmen yg dtuntut, mungkin.. sudah terlajak ke situ. bnde ni kdg2 mencabar kesabarn jugak. huhu. nvm, juz wait n see. ade hal yg sy perlu phm, sy nk tnye pd org yg bley bg jwpn kt sy. tp mne org tu? susa btol nk npk skrg.. huhu. nti lah, slagi mmpu sabar.. weyh, nde ngarot ngak eh? hahaha =P

bila rasaku ini rasamu..

baru kamu akan phm =)
hikhik~

tata..

travel lagi~

salaam..
hurm.. lets recap.. 3 dec travel frm utp to kedah (umah uncle).. mlm 4 dec travel dr kedah to pulau pinang (umah mak) then back to kedah.. 5 dec travel to k.trg (my own house of coz). then, 6 dec travel to kelantan (amek umi). wah, duk travel memanjang. penat? agak r tp sje nk ikot jugak, konon nk train bdn sowh endure sume kepenatan itu la. balek tuh teros tdo.. gagaga.. padan muke aten.. nway, mse travel frm kTrg ke kelantan my dad let me drive halfway. halfway pon jao gk dowh, dh la ujan lebat. cuak yg amat! ayah aja sowh memotong la, bwk kt selekoh, elak air, harung air n i was like shaking all d way. ayah kte, "ketor ke? tarek nafas.. rilex.." then ayah sowh msok parking basement hotel. mak aih, tmpt sempit siot. last2 mse nk parking i surrender, kua kete sowh ayah parking. behind our car mse 2 ad satu g kete, org laki bwk. dye gelak tgk i fail 2 park kt basement tu, huahua.. sengal tol laki tuh. ayah kate "bese r, bdk2 bwk kete. parking cni mmg ssh, sje je ayah sowh bwk cni. biar rse d stress.." aduhai.. mse balek ayah sowh bwk gk but i dont want. hehe. n luckily i dont, mse balek ujan lebat sgt2. jln xnpk pape! huu.. better leave it 2 d master [my dad la..] huhu. pengalaman y menarek! driving long distance..

now waitin 4 my own car.. ayah kte nk take over a proton wira frm a teacher around here. 2nd hand car, ok la.. xkeysah sgt, im not demanding much. asal leh guna suda. well, now x travel mne2 lg but im planning of going to kL lam mse tdekat ni. maw shoppin! year end sale lor.. heheh. n most important, nk tgk Twilight!! im charmed by Edward Cullen d hot vampire in dat movie played by Rob Pattinson [Cedric Diggory lam HP4] ok so, tgh waitin 4 green light frm my dad~ hee.. esk raye haji.. huhu.. no comment la sal our sambutan. cam kelam kabut sket..

btw, now tgh suke kt lagu Decode by Paramore. ni soundtrack Twilight! best n lirik dye cam ad kisah tersembunyi 4 me n only me phm, huu.. n also ske lgu Crush by David Archuleta. dis one recommended by someone =)

p/s: org tu dh ad kt ganu arini..surprise la sgt =P

till then, slmt ri rye haji..

Penang.. Terengganu.. Love u all!!~

Salaam~
Aten bru smpi ganu ptg td.. sgt hepi, bahagie, suke,gumbira.. huhu.. flight mendarat lam kol 6 lbey.. ujan.. dpt tgk beza awan kt ganu n kt penang.. awan kt ganu tebal sgt2.. huhu.. anyhow, syukur sgt2 dpt gk jpe famly.. tp, xjupe umi ag.. umi kt kelantan, ad kursus.. esk p amek dye.. i miss her the most!!~ xsabo nk jpe.. =)

hurm.. supposedly aten bw 3 beg besa naek plane.. but guess what? my luggages are overload, had maxima sorg leh luggage 20kg je but my luggages ARE 40kg.. demmit! d guy yg urus check-in kte kalo nk bwk gk sume beg ni kne cas rm300 lbey! mak datok~ my uncle sowh tnggal je la satu beg kt uma dye, xberbaloi byr rm300 sedangkan tiket pn xsemahal tuh.. huhu.. dats why i prefer naek bas, da taw brg mmg byk.. gagaga~ balek cuti sem kowt~ I col my dad mse tggu nk boarding, citer sal ni.. boley plak dye gelak je n asked "along wat balek batu ke tu?" ceyh, ayah gk kate kalo kne pon xsmpi rm100 pown.. ish~

sepanjang duk penang im damn hepi! siyes hepi.. uma my uncle is full of kids + babies.. suke sgt2 mingle ngan dey all.. n dey all likes me! hehe.. dak2 laki yg kecik2 tomei2 tu kate "kak fatin comey.." heheh~ kids dont lie dont they? ehem3.. my uncle n his wife are very2 kind.. sgt thutang budi.. my uncle sanggop travel jaoh ke utp utk amek aten, n aritu dye x g keje lah jwbnye.. huu.. terharu.. n spnjg kt airport dye y tlg guide me.. love u uncle! hee.. ^^

kt penang gk berlake satu jejak kaseh antara aten n my famly angkat yg jge aten mse my mum blaja dlu.. when my mom was pregnant [of me] dye lom abes blaja g, n kne extend satu sem cz of me.. so when she continued her stdy, i was being looked after by my famly angkat kt penang.. my mum was in USM back then.. my dad keje, engineer kt mne tah.. huhu.. then afta my mum dh abes blaja, we moved to ipoh.. since then xpena jumpe my famly angkat.. i col my mak angkat "mak" n my ayh angkat "daddy".. daddy dh xde.. lme dh.. tnggal mak je.. mak recognize me back mse aten kua paper n TV during d announcing of SPM rezut.. since then she's been trying 2 contact my famly, she wanted 2 meet me.. huu.. but my dad is so bz 2 take me there.. luckily i was staying with my uncle yg SANGAT BAIK HATI.. dye usahakan jgk bw aten jpe mak.. sgt2 hepi.. at 1st mak x recognize me, she said "humaira da gelap, mak duk cari mne satu yg puteh kt cni.. dlu humaira puteh!" haha.. my aunt said "dye tuh aktif.." kiki~ kitorg amek gamba but i xsempat mtk softcopy pics 2 dr my aunt.. aiyyo! nti la i mtk dye tlg emel.. then sblom balek mak kte "bila pulak la bleh jumpa humaira lg na? nti mak p mase humaira menikah la no?" oops.. she said more "ckp pasai menikah ni da ada calon ka ni?" then kak oji, her daughter sambung "ada latu org uzbekistan ke turkmenistan ke..org arab pon bleh tahan kt UTP tu.." adoi~ i ckp slow2 kt mak "org melayu je suda mak.." hehe.. mak said "ya la kan,senang siket.." hee.. so i guess she will b one of my special guess at my wedding.. ceyh, lambat lg la.. gagaga~ insyaAllah we'll meet again even b4 my wedding mak.. i love u soo much mak.. mak da jge ira sbaek mungkin dlu.. jase mak sgt besa.. n daddy.. i miss u alwez!

erm..enough bout penang.. ni tgh seronak suka suki o9 gne wireless kt uma.. cangges tol semenjak i duk utp ni ye, dh beli Wireless LAN kt uma.. yg dok gunanya cek la nanti.. haha =P erm, penat dowh tules pjg2.. tata~ love all~

p/s : alhamdulillah jugak buat org yg abes exam arini~ ;)

~thank you Allah 4 granting me with these people around me who love n care 4 me unconditionally~

waiting 4 him..

salaam..
dgn tjuk 2 i mean im waitin 4 my uncle 2 come n take me away frm here..huu..sedih lak nk tnggal utp,umah kedua ku..1st tyme rse sdey sbb tinggalkn utp bkn balek uma teros pn..hurm..tape lah..b strong aten~ sat g my uncle smpi,kitorg akan head ke penang,his house..

ni tgh kepenatan g v2 anto brg kt store then g block O anto kunci..bley plak aten g lock pntu blik then anto kunci kt block O..sengal tol~ brg2 tinggal lam bilik..supposedly tayah la lock pintu tu kalo dh nk anto kunci..gagaga~ dgn muke xtaw malunye g la balik block O mtk kunci kejap..abg fauzi,supervisor arini,sowh tinggal je brg tu..katenye,"biar burn je la.." ngok ngek tol la..sume brg ad lam tu la..cz i plan nk lepak lam blek sementara tnggu uncle dtg..so abg fauzi kasi la knci tu tp dye sowh tinggal sumtin sort of like brg cagaran la..takowt sgt dye aten xpulang kunci tu..muke i xnpk innocent ka?wee~ then i said "tinggal cincin ni la boley? [ceyh,mcm pajak gadai la plak..] abg fauzi jwb "boley..eh eh..cincin jgn la..karang abg bg kt awek abg br tau..bg jam tu xpe.." aten pn bg la my watch kt dye n said "jgn bg jam ni kt awek dh la taw! nti sy pulang balek kunci ni ea.." then g la open my door..da bukak tu teros lari ke block O n pulangkn konci..mse kasi jam tu abg fauzi kte "laa...bru je nk kasi kt awek abg td.." heheh..ngade!!~ malu siot,dpn boyz lak tu dye ckp mse tu..hee..abg poji..abg poji..kamu sengal~ igt ag last sem,mse aten n zeda ad mslh dgn our pad lock..abg poji yg tolong pecahkn pad lock tuh..kami pakse dye sowh naek atas hostel ppuan..muahaha..mule2 dye sowh kitorg pecahkn sdri n dye kasi alat..tp kitorg sowh gk dye naek atas..tp still pastikn xde student gurlz len r..huahua..tenx abg poji yg byk bjase~

well..im waitin..uncle msg td,katenye bru btolak..lam kol 12 smpi la kot..huhu..ok la..menunggu jumaat 5pm..maw terbang ke uma~ till then.. mayb i wont b o9 kot kt penang..huhu..hormat tuan umah..

~at the same time,praying 4 his success today,2moro n d day afta 2moro..ameen~

foundationd? END~

Salaam..
2day last paper final xm foundation 2nd sem..paper Intro to Comp & Info System (ICIS) GTF0014.. Hehe, smpi igt kod subjek sbb epi sgt.. Exam start at 9am, 3 hours duration so abes kol 12pm.. But d Q's was quite ezy as 2 say so at about 10.30pm aten blah dr main hall sbb sejowk sgt plus da malas nk semak jwpn..hehehe..mase maseh berbaki 1jam30minit..kalo kt skola mmg smpi abes mse r pulun,da masok U ni mls nk pedulik dh..kalo siap,puas ati blah je la dr dwn tu..huhu.. so much 4 my hepi ending although paper2 sblom ni cam xde lah excellent sgt..but still,ALHAMDULILLAH to The Most Gracious, n Most Merciful..Kami sume selamat melengkapkan pengajian foundation..arap2 sume lepas yea..nxt sem jd dak undergrad dh kekawan sume..huhu =)

But still, x hepi mne..sbb jelez tgk kwn2 len parents dtg amek..n balek rite afta exam..me?my dad xley dtg..bahye,jln byk tanah runtuh + banjer..hurm,xpe la..tanak susa kan ayah..so,my ayah sedara nk mai amik esok..balek penang..berat ati act sbb xbpe ske duk umah org..bimbang susa kn org je..tp ayah sedara beria nk mai amik n sowh join kazen2 len kt uma dye..ok,boley..ikot je la..then friday nti naek flight balek ganu..tenx ayah sbb belikan tiket..ayah mmg taw anak dye ni cmne..nk balek umah la,abes sem..abes exam..hilang stress,so 1st thing nk tgk muke kamu2 sume famly ku..tape lah..redha..insyaAllah ad jodoh jupe gk.. =)

mlm ni rumate da balek..naek bas kol 10.30pm td..so im alone..borink ya amat~ tenx tu my 2 besfren..huda n is sbb teman chat td..hepi chat ngan korang.. ^^ n maziah tenx sbb nk teman tdo cni mlm ni..aten xbrani sgt tdo sengsorg...heheh..skang ni tgh mood angau ngan edward cullen, si vampire hot lam citer Twilight..nk tgk movie tu sgt2! td bru je donlod trailer dye..wah..mantap! hehe.. angau angau kt vampire..stupid lah~ =P

erm,act ngah konfius ni..sal sumtin bout someone yg br taw dr chattin with salah satu besfrenku..kenape mcm itu ya? dpn org len ckp len,dpn kite ckp len..len sgt2..penink pk.. saket hati,siket je pon.. well.. tanak pk plek2.. nti maken sakit hati.. smoge ape yg d dpn mate ku bkn palsu.. i cant handle any heartbreak nowadays.. fragile sgt jiwa ni,air mata sng sgt tumpah.. haih.. catch me if i fall out of what i fell in.. if dats possible~ pd org tu [even mungkin u xkn bce post ni or mungkin bce..xkeysala kn..jz..dont b d one 2 build me up then tear me down..]

coretan hati melankolik d mlm hari [or pagi bute..],
~end~

reaksi afta exam

salaam..
arini bg aten exam dh beyeh..sbb tinggal paper icis je selase ni..hee..gumbira nk balek ni..anyhow nk flashback balek reaksi2 slps exam yg telah berlalu..

1) english - oke la..english cm bese la..soklan pon ad yg dh pena jwb test bru ni =)
2) physics - boleyh la tahan..hrp dpt improve,gred A lak kali ni..tamaw lg B+ mcm las sem..soalan xde la susa sgt..sedang2 aje.. =)
3) chem - what the???waaa....nk tuka course bley x?bley x?cane nk survive blajo physical chem n organic chem sem dpn ni?foundation chem pon dh mcm ni~ huk!! abes la gred chem ku..last sem A,sgt skor chem..dis sem..dunno what 2 xpect!!~
4) emath - complicated gk soalan tp mostly leh aa jwb..lgpon arini mcm dh mood holiday so..i guess ok la..skor A plz plz plz~

so dats it..sal tuka kos tu,lme dh pk..sejak mendalami ilmu chem dan sedar yg sebenanye diri ni xminat mne sal chem engin ni..sal process,reactions bla3~ ..dlu act mule2 nk amik civil,skang ni rse nk tuka civil lak sbb mostly i admired sal constructions n binaan2 serta struktur2.. but xsanggop nk ckp kt parents..harapan mereka..demi mereka akan ku gagahi jua..sepayah mane,akan ku pakse jua..selagi hayat dikandung badan..ceyh..hee =P


Dapatkan Mesej Bergambar di Sini

CHEMICAL ENGINEERING BEST BEST BEST!!!~

Aten Learned a Lesson!!~

salaam..
arini stat final..pg td bgon awl~ kemas2 brg nk p xm.. then p main hall.. ujan.. sejowk~ dpn main hall.. bukak beg nk amek alat tules.. demmit. its not there.. so,yeah.. aten stupidly left her pens,pencils n all d most important requirements 2 answer d questions especiall 2day kne wat ESEI di 1st day exam.. oh noooo!!~ ckp kt geng, "alamak,ttingal pensel box la pulak.." muke aten mse 2 slamber badak je.. athirah said "wah,rilexnye muke che aten,slamber je ckp x bw pensel box.." i said "lerh,dh tu xkn nk nanges plak kot.." adnin said "haha,a'ah la..dak spm pon xnanges kot.." *all laughs* but alhamdulillah.. kwn2 ku sedekahkan alat2 tules sket sorg..amek pensel atul [tetibe jek mtk pensel dgn dye..huhu] pemadam n liquid tirah,pembaris adnin n pen ni xtaw spe nyer lupe lak..huhuhu.. alhamdulillah,bley la jwb xm.. loqlaq sngguh la aten sorg ni..haihh~

then,2nd lesson..td bru satu,ad lg ni..jwb paper English II..tnggal part MCQ,trus g subjective..then wat essay..smooth..fine..da beres bru stat MCQ..dh finish tu i wonder knpe 30 soklan jek ni? bru 30 marks kalo cmni,campo subj n esei yg 60 marks td total bru 90 marks..cemane ek?belek la dpn, SECTION A 4O MARKS..eh 40 marks utk 30 MCQ's? pelik nye..dye bahagi cane markah nti? [agak studpid d situ..huahua,aten2..] ala,lantaklah..kateku dlm ati..mse ad 30 mins ag so semak la balek jwpn..then rse x sedap ati..belek2 ketas soalan smule..demmit.ad soaln 31-40 rupenye..i terskip rupnye td..loqlaq sunggoh!seb baek Allah x hijab soalan tu totally,dberi peluang utk aten jwb jugak..kalo x..melayang 10 marks..siot ah~ adehai.. so at d end,all went fine..alhamdluillah! dugaan kecil td tu sbg pengajaran spy b more careful..Thank You Allah for the Rememberance..bersyukur diperingatkn mse paper english..kalo paper len maw menanges aten kot..huhu..so,enough wit the loqlaq..aten,jgn wat lagi!

|| The Rumble Begins ||

salaam~

The Sacred Date : 24nov-2dec 08
The Worthy Opponents : English II, Physcis II, Chemistry II, Engineering Maths II, Intro to Comp & Info System
The Rumble Arena : Main Hall
The Desired Goal : Better than 3.83!

esk da stat final..paper English II,xtaw nk stdy pe utk paper ni..wakaka~ then rabu Physics II..Jumaat-Chem II,Sabtu-E.Maths II..Then..selase!icis pstu balek balek balek!! yg pnting balek.. huahua =D

2day last day stdy wk..planning of making some phone calls by 2nite mayb kpd org2 istimewa dlm idopku [ceyh..jiwunk~] seeking 4 blessings,seeking 4 strength..aura smgt tmbhn dr mereka2 mungkin?perhaps..lgpon rindu sama mereka seyh~ dan juge..doa mereka paling penting!huu..

1st - d most important,most beloved,xley idop tnpa dye..umi ^^
2nd - walau jaoh,walau xnpk d mate tp tetap setia bsmeku..dan juge bakal bjuang sepertiku nxt week..org itu~
3 rd - my only grandparent yg masih idop..tok wan..rindu kat wan..sedeyh aritu x igt nk kasi wan num baru kak long..wan kol mse my besday tp wan kol num lame..huu..selagi wan maseh sehat ni baek aten manfaatkan =)

Ya Allah, kurniakanlah kami rahmat dari sisi-Mu.. Dan sediakanlah petunjuk untuk kami dlm menyelesaikan urusan kami.. Ameen~

Bittaufiq wannajah! InsyaAllah.. Mendoakan yg terbaek utk sume..bkn sy je..sume..d utp..d luar utp..rmai lg kwn2 yg akan exam dlm mse tdekat ni..all d best sume!

++ Over N Out++

|| [pErMiNtAaN HaTi] ||

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[xde kaetan dgn lagu pon... gagaga~ lirik sekadar hiasan semata cz lagu ni best!]

rindu......! T_T

salaam..
lme beno x update blog.. huhu.. byk sgt bnde nk citernye tp mls nk type kt blog.. sal raye..Found Da Team camp..bla bla bla.. tp saat ini aten menulis utk meluahkan rs hati yg sedih.. sedih amat! rindu kt family la.. sejak balek dr cuti mid sem bru ni homesik berlarutan smpi la skang.. td air mateku tumpah dgn agak lebat.. sbbnyer rindu kt my youngest sis, Farzana Hanun.. tah nape, td browse thru pics2 yg ad lam laptop ni then terbuke gamba raye baru ni.. gamba ni hah~

huhu..utk mengelakkn roomie ku dr sedar yg aten nanges, i went 2 d toilet n cried in there.. well, i hve 2 go home nxt week.. mesti! ni nk tnjuk sket keadaan kulit tgn ku yg terok.. camping nyer pasal la ni.. g klinik utp doktor tu x check sgt pn,juz kasi ubat sapu je.. huh..

||gamba da kne buang atas sbb2 ttntu,hehe||

huk..jgn la tnggal scars~ k la.. mls nk menaip dh.. tatatata~

pelawaan sahur? aiyark~

salaam..
juz now,via ym chat..a fren ajak nk belanja sahur kt kfe v2..i was like 'what??' amat terkejut n terkesima dgn pelawaan yg tidak disangke-sangke itu dr seorg kawan LELAKI! well, dis may seems like not a big deal to most ppl here.. org nk belanja, jz go..eat,sembang2..balek..abes citer.but for me, dats not my way.. 1st, sahur tu mesti awl pagi kn? ish, bahaye tuh.. 2nd,dak tu laki..kne fitnah karang sesaje jer..3rd,aten bukan sahur sgt pon lately..so..dgn sedaya upayanya aten memikirkn cre terbaek utk menolak pelawaan itu tnpa mengecilkan hati kwn tu..well,kalo ikut nk ckp je 'tanak la,awk tuh laki..ade ke nk ajak sy sahur skli dgn awk..' tp i cant do dat.. b4 dis rsenye da byk kali kecikkan hati kwn yg sorg ni...reli sorry 4 dat..aten mmg kejam..yeah,its true..so at d end,aten mtk maaf n say thx 4 d invite..huhu..ruginye,mkn free tuh..but baek tayah,its not in a proper way i guess..kt cni pnh skli je org laki blnje mkn..he's my senior kt skolah dlu [haah, ye..dak SHAMS gk..] tp kami bertige yemse tuh..walopun timing nye agak salah,around midnite mse tuh..but still, bro tu duk meje sebelah..aten n zeda [rummate mse tu] duk meje len..mkn nasi goreng pattaya n teh o ais..hahaha..kami la ni yg punye keje,p mtk bro tu belanje..act gurau je pon,tp bro tu btol2 g blnje..hehe..mekasih bro esyad! tp kt cni tiada situasi yg meragukan oke..esyad mcm our old bro aje~ btw, back 2 d real story..huhu..it was hilarious..an invite from..a guy fren..who is..err..my kosmet..yg bername... sekian sari berite utame~

tukar adress..

salaam..

dgn ini aten telah selamat menukarkn link blog ini.. no more myzonemyjourney.. now its eternalsolacity okeh..hehe..terpakse tukar utk mencari privacy..phm2 je le..i got random comments which i dont wish to receive =)

btw, smlm mandi limau ijazah potong silat cekak.. alhamdulillah, kami telah selamat diijazahkan serta diperlimaukan pd mlm smlm.. bakal meneruskan kelas potong silat cekak..smoge berterusan hingga tamat..insyaAllah! CEKAK BOLEH!

Ayah suh cari senior yg nk jual kete?oh la la..ade ke?xpenah dgr lg org jual kete 2nd hand kt utp ni..mak aihh,kalo ayah suh mmg kne cri la ni..wawawawa,how 2 search 4 a 2nd car here?tgk la dlu cane..aten kn baik dgn bbpe senior,myb mereka bleh tolong =)

malas nk tulis pjg,keje xsiap ag dowh~ papai..

Menggeletar?

Venue : Bilik Drama & Theatre
Date : 7 Sept (Sunday)
Time : around 10pm
Activity : Kelas latihan silat cekak

kak fadz : fatin, ok x ni? npe tgn menggeletar?
aten : ok je kak, tgn ni je yg menggeletar.. boleh amek buah lagi..
kak fadz : fatin penat sgt kot?
aten : ye kot kak..

perbualan antara aten & kak fadz, tenaga pengajar silat cekak sebelum kak fadz menurunkan buah silat terakhir kpdku.. x dinafikn aritu mmg xde rehat sgt.. pose dh la x sahur, kne ulang alik dlm cuaca panas dr sports complex ke hostel utk bereskn keje2 hias bilik grkn RM.. mlm silat.. penat smpai menggeletar? erm, xsngke i'm pushing myself too much..

Menghitung Hari..

Tragis Sungguh..

Salaam..

Ape yg tragis?Pg td xbgn sahur.. Tu je pon, hehe.. Haih, tragis la. Rsnye ni 1st tyme pose xsahur. Bgn2 td dh kol 7 lbeh. Ya Allah, sahur ke mne.. Subuh ke mne.. Dgn sadisnye aten merenung mknn utk bsahur yg tersergam indah di atas meje. Rse cam nk nanges ad gk sbb otomatik terigt kt umi. Dlu mmg xpnh miss sahur sbb dgr je sore umi kejut gerenti bgn tdo. Ni jz ad alarm henfon yg bleh dimatikn dgn senangnye. Gatal btol tgn p off alarm tuh! Tp padanla, smlm tdo kol 3 lbeh. Tu pon sbb tertido tgh2 wat report physics yg panjang giler tuh. Plan xmo tdo sbb nk siapkn keje tu tp dh penat sgt~ Skang ni cbe btahan dgn tabah dan gigihnye. Hopefully my gastrik xkn menyerang arini.

Wawawa. Td 1st tyme bw kete dlm UTP. Arini kne bereskan keje2 menghias meja LDP dlm Bilik Gerakan RM y bru tuh. So aten, qilah n leha bjalan kaki la ke bilik tu d Sports Complex sana [opposite Masjid An-Nur]. Nk hias2 ni kne bli brg, d only shop yg buke is kt V5 yg terletak di hujung dunia sana. Jauh amat! So dtg idea giler pinjam kete senior yg tgh meeting kt bilik tu mse tuh [kebetulan jmpe diorg, rezki kot!]. Yg ad kete is Abg Faidhah bendahari RM. Kete Viva beb, kete yg amat aten suke tgk sbb cute. Wah, cuak pon ad sbb 1st tyme bw kete org. Tp ok je la, smooth driving td. Hehe. Kt V5 kwsn amat sempit, terkial2 gk nk kuar dr parking td. Then nk pusing cr jln kuar. Aten buat 3 penjuru mcm yg blaja dlu. Hehe.. Kalo parents tau cane lah ni.. Kt umah pn diorg xkasi sngt bw kete sbb bmbg aten xmahir. Huahua.. Beres je keje shoppin, alhamdulillah.. Ni x p hias lg act. Balek bilik jap nk cri bhn2 bertaip. Then kne jalan lagi ke Sports Complex sana.. Adoi, penatnye. Keje physics n emaths lum siap ag. Emaths x stdy ag. Nxt week test. Xpe lah, ikhlaskn niat buat keje utk Rakan Masjid.. InsyaAllah i'll find d tyme 2 stdy later. Wah, malam ni silat! Giler ah.. How come now i wish i could hve more than 24 hours in a day? Huhuhu.. Kalut kalut, mencube utk tidak stress~

P/S: Berharap dri ini diberi peluang utk bernafas dlm kesibukan dunia kampus ini.. Time kaseh kpd org tersayang sbb masih mberi peluang utk dri ini membaiki keadaan n masih mmpu bsabar.. Kot.. Haha.. Te Amor..^_^

Ramadhan.. New Challenge..

Salaam..

Erm, based on tajuk.. Not meaning 2 say dat Ramadhan is a challenge but what i'm trying 2 potray is how dis Ramadhan differs frm all d previous ones. Why? Dis year, is my 1st tyme not fasting at home. Sahur, bbuke, tarawikh sume tnpa famly tersayang.. Slme aten lahir until last Ramadhan sntiase pose kt umah.. With umi, ayah, wa, dekbi, ana.. Plus bibik jugak, hehe.. Skang dh jd student ipt, staying away frm home, celebrating Ramadhan away frm them agak sedih jugak la.. But fortunately, aten bpeluang balek umah n start Ramadhan dgn famly jugak. So, 1st sahur, bbuke n tarawikh dgn famly. Alhamdulillah, tidak la terase sgt kehilangan kehadiran mereka bsmeku..Walau sekejap, namun cukup utk mberi smgt & kkuatan utk dri ini mharungi Ramadhan as an independent girl di sini.. Di bumi UTP tercinta [ye ke tercinta?huhu =P] Still i miss evry single second of Ramadhan with them. Sahur umi kejut, then mkn ssme.. P bli mknn kt bazaar then bbuke sme2 with fav food masing2. Then mlm sme2 naek kete p Masjid Ladang 4 tarawikh. Balek umah mlm tu mkn bnde2 ringan dpn tv. Wah, itu sungguh bahagie~

Kt UTP lak cane? Dh 4 hri pose kt cni. So far ok la.. Here i hve frenz, 2 replace my beloved famly. Sahur tempah delivery, kak senior anta ke blek. Mkn sorg2 je la atas meja ni, rummate mkn dkt meja dye. Bgn shur pn alarm hanfon yg kejutkn.. Then ifthar kt msjid. Rmai2, mkn dlm talam.. A bit resemblance 2 what i hve at home, mkn dlm talam. Best jugak la, dpt mkn free. X rse sepi sgt bke pose. Then stay kt masjid until abes tarawikh. Still mcm kt umah dlu, tarawikh buat 8 rakaat. Alhamdulillah.. Walopun tnpe bimbingan parents, i manage to do what i hve to do. Walo cane2 pon, aten still menunggu 26hb ni utk pulang ke umah, insyaAllah pagi 27hb smpi.. Erk, padahal bru je balek. Tah la, bese x homesik tp tyme Ramadhan ni sntiase igt kt umah. Diorg mkn sahur pe ek? Bbuke dgn ape? Tarawikh x diorg mlm ni? Adik2 tolong x umi prepare utk bbuke pose? Seriously, there's no place better than home 4 dis tyme of blessed month. Honestly, i'm still adapting myself 2 dis kind of situation n i'm still trying. God, plz grant me with ur strength~

p/s: 12hb ni test phy n emath.. ganbatte.. Bittaufiq wannajah buat sume! Smge keberkatan Ramadhan sedikit sebyk dpt menolong kite.. Ameen~ Ramadhan Kareem!

Sepi? La Tahzan..

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Di sini ku akan terasa sepi

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Namun hatiku sepi

Mengapa sepi? Kerana hati ini lalai dr mengingati-Nya.. Lalai dgn kehidupan dunia.. Hati ini semakin jauh dr-Nya.. Hati ini semakin kurang mencuba utk mendekati-Nya.. Ssungguhnya hati ini amat rapuh, amat mudah diceroboh. Terlalu leka dgn kesibukan dunia, hati ini semakin jauh berpaling.. Bilakah hati ini akan sedar? Hati ini perlu keluar dr kesepian ini, kesepian dr hidayah-Mu Ya Allah..

"Ya Allah, tuangkan dalam jiwa yang bergolak ini kedamaian dan anugerahkanlah kemenangan yang nyata. Tunjukkanlah pandangan yang kebingungan ini kepada cahaya-Mu. Bimbinglah sesatnya perjalanan ini ke arah jalan-Mu yang lurus dan tuntunlah orang-orang yang menyimpang dari jalan-Mu merapat ke hidayah-Mu. Hilangkan dari kami rasa sedih dan duka serta usirlah kegundahan dari jiwa kami semua. Kami berlindung kepada-Mu dari setiap rasa takut yang mendera. Hanya kepada-Mu kami bersandar dan bertawakkal. Hanya kepada-Mu kami memohon dan hanya dari-Mu lah semua pertolongan. Cukuplah Engkau sebagai pelindung kami kerana Engkaulah sebaik-baik Pelindung dan Penolong." -dpetik drpd buku 'La Tahzan' karya Dr. 'Aidh al-Qarni.. Buku yg amat mantap,byk bg pengisian kpd hati ini..^^

~smoge kedatangan Ramadhan yg ku tnggu2 ini mbawa ketenangan kpd hati ini~

Geramnyeee....!

salaam..

jz got back from my silat cekak kelas..lewat kan?huhu..kelas yg memenatkan,penuh dgn pergerakan2 yg hyperaktif mengakibatkn badan ini terase amatla aktif smpi skang nk tdo pn agak impossible..hehe..so nk stdy chem sket sat g,esk ad lab..tiap kli lab chem msti cuak r,doing d experiments are fine i guess but completing d report is such a big deal..plus d questions are so complicated n sumtymes we [me n my lab partner, amirul] didnt even understand d real theory behind those exps..waa,kantoi~

act kan tgh geram geram geram ni..hehe..td mse silat abg halim [penyelia kelas silat cekak utp] tegor aten "fatin dh makin tembam skang ni ye.." in front of d class..mak oi,malunye..eh,ye ke aten dh tembam ni..huwaaa~ tak suke! hihi..then mse kitorg kumpul rmai2 afta abes kelas silat,tyme abg halim tgh bg ucapan sblm abes kelas,abg khairi [tenaga pengajar, senior 1st year 2nd sem] tgk ke arah aten..dye senyum sinis then berpaling ke arah abg ariff ezwan [tenaga pengajar, bru je grad] then abg ariff gelak sambil tgk kt aten jugak..ape kes??! da agk dh ni msti diorg tau gk sal abg halim tegor aten tembam tu...ish3,geram nye!nakal tol la abg2 silat cekak ni,tembak karang bru tau..then b4 aten balek,abg ariff ckp "xpe fatin,pose ni kite ssme berusaha slimkn badan ye.." haha..i answered "okeh,kite same2 ye?" ye la,abg ariff pn big size jugak..tp aten ni rsenye kecik je..perlu ke turunkn berat bdn?sengal tol la~ then abg jep menyampuk dgn mencabar aten spy turun 5kg..what?malas nk layan kemengarutan y melampau itu..wakaka~ kuar dr kelas je abg azuwan [tenaga pengajar,postgraduate] ajak spe2 nk p mkn kt luar..sekaligus memandang ke arahku & bertye "jom,nk ikot x kuar mkn?" then aten kte, "tanak ah,td dh kne tegor...." kateku dgn muke sedihnye..abg azuwan gelak n kte "laa..abg halim gurau je tu..ape la fatin ni,ish3..tp kan bkn makin tembam la..mmg dh tembam pon,haha" [jahatnye abg azuwan,huahua..]tetibe je abg ariff muncul out of nowhere n kate "xpe2,kitorg dh buat deal nk slimkn bdn pose ni"..i jz answered "ye,ye..btol tu.." maka bergelak ketawalah senior2 ku yg nakal itu..aiseh...ape nk jadi la...

sesungguhnye..setau aten..my weight is jz fine la..haha..tembam?bkn sepatutnye cute ke?not sumthing dat is changeable..karut lagi mengarut,hehe..bubbye!

Lalala~ [tatau nk tlis title pe =P]

salaam..

12:14:50am~
i was sleeping, my room is still bright as d light is still on..its quite noisy,some frens drop by n chatted with my rummate..i jz lie in my bed,feeling very tired..bru balek silat la..tetibe,my phone rings..alamak,nk jwb ke ni?kpale tgh mamai,mcm xlarat nk ckp..looking at d name of d caller,aih xkn tanak jwb kot?so..dgn tgn yg berat,i answer it =)

d conversation goes fine i guess..glad 2 hear frm him again actually..but then i guess i was mumbling most of d tyme..haha,nk ckp pn xlarat plus ngantuk..ape bnde yg aten ckp ntah..ish3,ntah2 caller 2 xphm pn aten ckp pe =P

then,mayb cz of d radio wave of d phone i bcame wide awake till now..its alredi 1.10am..k la,stdy la kot..esk quiz e.math..derivatives derivatives..hope dis tyme i'll do better,last quiz dh kantoi..lalai sgt,bkn xreti buat..sengal nye la~ thx 2 d caller,if not bcz of u i might not b awake n x stdy la jwbnyer..

btw,afta silat td cdg nk pose sunat esk [i mean arini la kot]..isnin kan,last week sya'ban dh ni..tp xde mknn nk bt sahur,kafe sume da ttup..then,td kierah n hani frm gerai silat bw mknn lebih frm convofair n jual kt village kitorg..dqeen pn ad kasi soto..alhamdulillah,kalo kite dh niat bnde baek ni msti Allah akan tlg kan..^^

++sayang korg sume lah++

nway,td afta meeting Majlis Tertinggi & Majlis Eksekutif LDP smpat borak2 jap dgn Kak Abby mas'ulah LDP..dye ckp sal abg syakir..lbeh kurg cmni r hiwar kitorg mse tu :

K.Abby : fatin knl x abg syakir?
aten : aa,spe? [muke blurr]
K.Abby : laa..budok sheikh jugok..
aten : oo,yg tu ke..knal2..eh,dye da kawen ke kak?
K.Abby : ye la,jmpe kat convo fair aritu jln x lepas tgn isteri dye..
aten : oo,ye ke..haha [xpe la,diorg da kawen kan..kateku dlm hati =P] eh kak,sy jmpe Kak Syahad [ex-SHAMS gk ni] dgn suami dye gk aritu kt convofair..hehe..xdelah pegang tgn pon diorg tu..
K.Abby : herm..tu la che fatin,senior awk rmai dh yg kawen awl tu..abg luqman [mas'ul LDP merangkap ex-KP SHAMS] tu pn nk kawen gk tu ow.. [akak ni gurau ke btol2??]
aten : haha..ye doh tu kot kak..abg syahmi [ex-SHAMS,presiden MPPUTP] nk kawen gok kot..[aten ngarut je ni ea,tah pape =P]
K.Abby : haa..doh che fatin awk bile pulok?
aten : erk.. [tersenyum kambing aten disitu,nakal btol la akak ni..]

aiseh..kawen awl?rummate pn pnh kate gk "che fatin kn skolah agame kn,bdk skolah agame kn slalu kawen awl..che fatin kekg mesti kawen awl gk op..kalu xdop calon gunelah baitul muslim,hehe". adeh adeh..pe kes lately org ckp sal kawen ni?dh la korg mcm doa suh aten kawen awl..tah pape btol la..foundation x abes lg,bab kawen2 ni x pk lg r..waaa..korg ni nakal btol la..isk isk isk..k r,melalut btol post kli ni..haha..wassalam~

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~dis song was recommended by aiman [she's a gurl ok,not a boy] dis morning around 1AM n yes,its nice..i like it~

He's gone..4ever T_T

salaam..

let's recap all d things dat happen yesterday..

pagi kol 9 ad physics lab,sumenye gne computer interface n not very complicated..although our lab demo lewat sejam msuk lab [lewat bgn tdo ke abg demo tuh?] tp ok la cz exp tu jap je nk siap..during our presentation of d exp pn puas hti cz leh jwb sume soaln y abg tu kasi..got back our mark 4 d previous exp report,tnggi gk..dpt 48.8 out of 50..haha,walopn men buat je report previous exp..thx so much pd sspe yg kasi markh stinggi itu,will b vry helping in our pointer nti =)

enough of lab,then klas chem followed by icis..kls icis x blaja pn,ms penny kasi game yg xd kaetan lasum dgn icis,best la jugak..hee~ then lecture abes ad lab lak ptg tu kol 3-5,blaja ms excel..learned a lot of new things since im not vry familiar with excel [last gne bnde alah ni mse primary sk dlu,haha]..b4 g lab abg luqman msg suh bt report utk roadshow RM..oh no..aten lasum x pegi jenguk booth roadshow LDP,cane nk bt report ni?satu ape pn tatau..im 2 busy on dat tyme utk menapak ke pocket D..really sorry 4 dat..dh la abq luqman nk siap b4 maghrib..mne smpt,lab abes pn dh lewat ptg..assignment physics xsiap sg,tutorial emath x bt lg..i surrender n apologize 2 him while askin 4 more tyme 2 cmplete d report..moreover,i need 2 gather d infos frm others y g roadshow tu so dat my report nti bkn la rekaan semata-mata..but abg luqman xreply my msg..hurm~

dis is d hard part..while finishing my phy assignment..my mobile rang,i knew rite away dat it was my mom frm d 'My Mother' ringtone..picked it up..1st she said dat she n d rest of our famly is now in Kuala Terengganu..weird,they supposed 2 b at KL..i asked why they went back home so early?she said..my granpda suda kembali ke rahmatullah bbpe hri yg lepas..she wanted 2 tell me earlier but my dad told her to hold on 1st..at 1st i jz cnt register properly what she just told me n suddenly some tears dropped onto my cheek..cnt believe it,i wont b able to see aki [what i col my grandpa] nemore..but i bcme calm rite away jz listenin 2 my mom's calm voice,as i also dont want her 2 noe dat im crying..Al-Fatihah kpd roh aki,smoge rohnye dicucuri rahmat n ditempatkn bsme-sme org yg soleh..amiin~ last jpe aki mse cti sem bru ni..act,i olredi cn predict dis..aki kne strok dr last year ag,aki dh lumpuh..xleh ckp,pgerakan terbatas..but aki still knl kitorg kalo kitorg lawat dye..Ya Allah,mcm xleh cye aten xkn jpe dye lg..Oh God, grant me wit ur strength..

erm,then kol 8 p tutor..sgt2 xde mood act n i dnt talk much dat nyte..afta tutor abg fariz dtg kasi my lesen P..alhamdulillah,i can really drive now =) then on ym..but line tenet mengong giler..ym jd stuck..fed up tol,so bia je la cmtu..then sumone IM me an said dat i've changed now..what??sungguh terase dgn kate2 itu,teruk sgt kah diri ini smpi dihukum dgn kate2 sebegitu..usually i dnt reli care what others say bout me but dis person..dis person is sumone vry close 2 me..act aten trse sbb msti ad sbb yg kuat smpi dye leh kate aten da berubah skang..smbil meletakkan ikon muke sedih,dye trus offline..what??terpinga-pinga sbntr dtingglkn begitu sje..terasa bersalah yg amat sbb mayb aten terlalu mengabaikan dye spnjg my 2nd sem ni,smpi dye kte aten berubah..2nd sem ni sgt bz,honestly xde peluang mne nk contact org2 jauh..i need 2 fix dis,so i col dat person..lame br panggilanku terjawab tp apsal suare len ni?

aten:hello,assalamualaikum..
someone:hello,waalaikumsalam..
aten:err,tgh wtpe? [dlm hti wondering,apsal suare bunyi len?]
someone:eh,ni bukan *******..ni kwn dye..
aten:[interrupting suddenly]oh ye ke,sory2..[terus hang-up]

wah,pe kes kwn yg angkat ni?dh la td tetibe je trus offline..ok fine,xpe la ikut suke la..then..dye online balek..aih,pe y tjadi ni..aten pn IM dye balek n try 2 talk things over but all dat d person reply is.."xpe la...xde pape.." npknye dh smakin sulit utk communicate wit each other nowadays..dye x respond sgt pon kalo nk ckp pape,then what am i supposed 2 do?diri ini yg dikate sbg berubah?sedangkan kalo chat pon dye mcm xnk respond mne..balas juz 'yes' 'no' 'xde pape'..ok fine..walo pn aten xphm pe sbnrnye situasi i jz apologize 2 dat person..erm,enuff said..aten xberubah..mayb jarak yg jauh n tyme constraint utk contact each other bt kite rse sumone tu npk laen..4 me,still the same..i am,we are..i hope you to =)

ptg ni test chem,nk stdy..sume happenin smlm btol2 menampar hatiku [ayat ape ni?] xsabo tnggu jumaat nxt wk..nak balek..d only real support i cn find is frm my famly..n plus bbpe org shbt lame yg mayb ad kt ganu nxt wk..rindu amat sgt kt kwn2 lame,shbt2 seperjuangan d SHAMS..u guyz cant b replaced tau x?tau x?hehe..pape yg jd smlm aten xgtau kt mne2 kwn kt utp pn xcept those yg bertye sal arwah aki..slalunye kalo ad pape tym skul dlu msti cpt2 citer kt kwn2..huhu,tp kt utp ni i need more tym 2 reli feel comfortble n rely with all frenz..sory,i'm such an insecure person..i only trust those who i've really known for years =) dihatiku masih terpahat shbt2 lame,namun tetap ku cuba bukakn ruang utk kehadiran teman2 baru..^_^

Alhamdulillah! So Much Grateful..

Salaam..

• got d bus ticket to go home on 29th of august
• got a fren to tag along during my journey home, meaning i wont b travelling alone with only strangers on d bus
• i passed my parking test at last, meaning got my P license
• some classes are cancelled 4 nxt week which are chemistry n e.math, meaning i'll hve ample tyme 2 stdy 4 my test
• oh n not forgetting dat d test is only objective Q's, another blessing
• managed 2 finish d design of certs 4 Semaian Bakti 2 committees n facis
• majlis kesyukuran d rumah pak cik syed, meaning free food + enjoying tyme with other driving school students ^_^

but... ryte now im so tired n reali2 hope dat tonite's tutorial will b cancelled..nevertheless,mayb dats 2 much 2 ask..huhu..ok la,aten..kuatkan smgt..push urself 2 da limit..although what i want is to sleep zzZZZzzzZZZ~~~

Feel Better ^_^

salaam..

skang kol 1.40am,hehe..awat x tdo lg?x rse ngantuk r,n nk siapkn flow chart n chemical assesment 4 chem lab rabu ni..esk kls smpi mlm,afta dat ad silat lak smpi 11.30pm..rsenye mmg x terbuat dh esk kot so baek siapkn awl2..erm,act td da tdo..td temperature rising n head is spinnin so tdo je la..rummate kasi panadol,afta mkn rse mcm dh ok la plak..hehe..alhamdulillah,im feelin better now..dis wk is a bz wk..

• selasa : kls smpi mlm + silat smpi 11.30pm
• rabu : nk p Taman Maju survey tiket bas utk merdeka nti
• khamis : retest JPJ parking yg aten TERkandas aritu,wakaka =P
• jumaat : interview MEDTECH (x sure ag n p ke x,mcm la dri ku ini x ckup bz dgn jwtn yg telah sedia ad)
• sabtu : semaian bakti 2 (gotong-royong n berbakti dgn pduduk kampung)
• ahad : abg fariz my best eva driving teacher jmput p mkn2 kt umah dye smpena Ramadhan (awl nye..yes!mkn free,hehe) + mlm ad silat~

wow,ok ok..jd dak U ni xleh duk dpn buku n stdy je..ni la msenye utk reach out n gain xperience n also learn more about d real lyfe..kn kn?apart frm those listed above agaknye akan ad x keje as s/u Lajnah Dakwah & Perhubungan yg akan muncul tetibe ek?mtk2 xde la..penat dowh menaip sepanjang minggu..btw,21st august ni test 1 Chemistry..kne stdy!so i hope i manage to find ample time 2 prepare 4 dat test..bz bz gk,pelajaran ttp priority =)

dh ni ble nk tdo?rummate da lme melayari alam mmpinye..hehe..aten je mengetuk-ngetuk keyboard lg..haha..afta i revise a bit of my lesson then i'll go 2 sleep..okaii,bubbye~

Merdeka.. Pulangkah Kami?

Salaam..

As i said in my previous post merdeka ni nk balek!!! tp rummate ckp tiket dh kritikal skang ni..OMG! ye ke ni? bkn still awl lg ke?aiya..rummate tgh sdeh la tu,mirah nk balek ssgt..erm,me?sdeh gk kalo btol la dh mmg xde tiket tp hati ini msih blum bhenti bharap..who knows there might be light at d end of d tunnel?kalo dh rezki x kemane..itulah peganganku,ngeh3~ td maziah ckp nk kasi num kaunter tiket bas kt tmn maju..herm,so juz wait n c..akan ku call utk kepastian..Ya Allah,aku mohon Kau permudahkan segala urusanku..aku sgt sgt mahu pulang,kangen bangat sama ummi..sob3..

btw,post mortem KPO da siap..alhamdulillah..2 pages of post mortem dpt aten siapkn b4 my class starts 2day..hehe..laju gk aten menaip eh..da mmg sebati dgn keje2 s/u..blogging ni pn post msti pjg2..haha,dh mmg ske ketuk2 keyboard nk wt cane~ well,my selsema x baek gk arini npknye..tdo smlm amatlah seksa..hukhuk..smoge diri ini kuat mhadapi virus y paling aten xtahan ni..selsema..selsema.. =( erm,kol 11 nti kls physics..bru ni blaja sal capacitance n dielectric..ble revise blek bru tau yg dri ini xphm mne ape yg Dr Manzoor bebelkn dlm lecture..aiyark..kne pulun txt book yg tebal tu la npknye..herm~

npk tuh?Foundation Physics..tebal siot kan?hehe..calculus pn tebal gk tp 4 maths ok la sbb bkn ade xplenation pjg2 pon..juz numbers..kalo physics n chem, mak aihh..ayat2 nyer mencengkam jiwa..hehe..tp chem xpe,i like i like..physics? huhu..i'll try to love it with all my heart insyaAllah..

Sick n Miss Her Badly~

Salaam..

Mak aih,lme siot x update blog ni..huhu,mood da xde..kemalasan satu hal..arini update sbb tgh homesik la..act dis sem xde rs homesik sgt pn tp dsbbkn skang ni aten tgh x sihat so suddenly i rmmbr mse dlu2 kalo duk kt umah ummi la yg slalu take care of me mse saket..huk3..td bgn tdo my head is hurting lyke hell~ nk nanges rse..nk panggel ummi tp of cz she cant b with me nemore..huwaaa..sob3~ selsema pn lum reda ag ni..d sudut atiku ad satu perasaan jahat yg menyalahkn rummate sbb bw virus ni..huh! astaga,x baek tol aten ni..mcm x redha dgn ktentuan Allah je..ampunkan daku Ya Allah.. T.T

Erm..rsenye merdeka thn ni la yg paling aten tngu2..why? bkn sbb diri ini patriotik sgt tp merdeka nti kn cuti ari isnin 1 september so no matter what i wanna go home! siot sgt la nk tnggu cuti raye 27 sept nti,lme sgt dowh~

btw, keje s/u Lajnah Dakwah & Perhubungan (LDP) da beres cumenye keje s/u Kursus Pengurusan Organisasi (KPO) je ad x siap ag..my last task as s/u KPO dat is wat laporan post mortem..ish3,duk utp pn jd s/u lg..haha..xpe la,i will need d skill later in my working lyfe i suppose..so for now,ganbatte! mlm ni ad silat n mlm ni jgk ad meetin LDP..wah,mne satu nk p ni? silat last class dh x turun sbb x sihat jgk,kaki kne stung by waps! mlm ni pn xtau la leh wat x buah2 jatuh yg mencabar kmampuan fizikal ku ini..tgh pening2 ni,adoi~ cane ni..cane ni..

wey,nxt wk test chem..stdy lom ni?wakaka..quiz emath n icis aritu ok la although cam rse ad wt salah je 1 soalan emath..kuang3..redha je la~ ok daa~

1st DAY 2ND SEMESTER

salaam..

alamak,da agak lme x update blog ni..hehe,o9 nye slalu sgt tp mls nk update blog..huhu..arini jz nk point out dat TODAY IS MY FIRST DAY OF FOUNDATION 2ND SEMESTER!

kelas stat kol 11am nti, so awl lg ni..smpat o9 dlu..bju dh iron siap2 td..smlm da bce physics n ICIS..chem je blom bce tp kt umah aritu dh bce act,huhu..1st week ni lom start lab/tutorials lg so hanya lecture shj..lecture utk arini only 3 dat are physics,ICIS n chem je..wee~

btw, utk 2nd sem ni jz amek 5 subjects only lesser than last sem kne amek 6 subjects + 1 co-curicullar subject..lepak r sket kot dis sem..yg kne stdy giler2 pn 4 me 4 subjects je la..erm, subjcts 4 dis sem are as follows:
~Chemistry II / ECF0024
~Engineering Mathematics II / EMF0024
~English II / GLF0024
~Intro to Comp & Info Systems / GTF0014
~Physics II / EPF0024

agak menarik kn?hee..smlm tdo agak awl la, agaknye cz da bosan + ngantok bce ICIS tu..herm,terharu dgn Nurul Syahirah binti Muhamad [yes, i still rmmbr d exact spelling of her name~] a.k.a Syair sbb wish slmt blajo blik kt aten..huhu..dye sorg je member lme yg igt today is my 1st day..syair blaja kt kemaman skang..blaja arab b4 she fly to jordan [ke mesir aa?,oops lupe!] pape pon, aten sayang syair sgt2~

haihh,rummate ku tdo lg..haha..alrite..smpi cni dlu..tgk r pasni kalo rs rajen update lagik..sem da start mayb agak bz la..tp kalo aten bz cmne skali pon sempOi2 aje,xske blaja stress2 ni..sbb tu ad bbpe frenz out of utp yg kte aten kt utp ni npk x bz mne pon..haha..dats me,yg bjaye meng'create' imej sempoi d mata org..padahal bz lor~ ok tata!

Its RAINing~

salaam..

kt luar tu tgh ujan, skang ni musim ujan ke kt perak eh?asal nk mlm je msti ujan..btw,mlm ni is my 3rd nyte here..tah cmne leh jd homesik lak,mayb sbb suasana y sunyi cz xrmai ag yg balek..rummate plak xdak..herm..mlm smlm tdo sengsorg..parents xkasi act tdo sorg2 mse org xramai ni tp nk wt cane..ssh aa nk cri mmber n g tumpang blek diorg..tp mlm ni aqilah nk teman kt my room..dye pon duk sorg gk skang ni..huhu..

msuk td dh 2 kali g blaja kete..so far ok la tp masih byk yg kureng..hehe..cuak2..maen kne tuka gear,control clutch sume tu mmg suwey aa..cpt2 la abes sume ni,pas dpt lesen mmg xmo sentuh dh kete manual..enuff! aaaa...hehe..mayb khamis 24hb ni nk test jpj kot..kalo tunggu lmbt lg ssh r,nk kne tuang kelas lg..at least 1st week lum ade lab/tutorial session ag so kalo tuang pon sekadar lecture je la tinggal..tu pon dh rse berat hati giler..kalo leh dis sem xnk r tuang kelas byk2..kiki..puh puh,tolong la lulus test nti..xmo kandas..byk prob..n malu satu hal..terok aa kne sindir kaw2 dgn abg farez nti..blaja kete ni penat lah kn,lenguh2 badan abes..nseb jln kt ayer tawar tu stret sirootolmustaqim je..kire boleh la tahan lancar kalo nk banding kt ganu..huhu..tp kalo dh sekat2 tu rse tension gk,lg2 kalo kne mrh dgn abg farez..tp aten x amik ati pon..dh tau abg farez nk suh aten btol2 grab pe y dye ajar..pape hal pon,thx soooo much abg farez..tanpa anda tiadalah lesen kete ku..huwaa~

btw kalo rs tensen sgt mayb aten nk balek umah jap kot khamis ni ke..blaja kete mmg tensen..at least rilek2 kt umah jap,nxt week test tenang sket kot..tgk r cmne,kiki..tah pape je plan..okeh la..aqilah dh dtg..gtg,bubbye..

exam result + campus zone

salaam..

exam rzut kuar around kol 10am arini..check mse tgh bfast kt cameron highland dgn handphone ayahku yg cangges tu..ble kuar je rezut tu tkezut bagak aten..ape x nyer, bkn stakat jauh menyimpang dr target ku yg stakat 3.00 je..tp aten dpt 3.83,lg tinggi dr dean's list minimum pointer [3.5] alhamdulillah..sume dpt A n A- xcept physics dpt B+..hehe..terkilan gk, kalo dpt A- ok gk..tp yg best nyer chemi dpt A..chemical engineer yg bjaye?hehe..

btw arini ptut xblek ag cmpus tp td kan kan..hehe..mse duk kt homestay tu igtkn keluarga aten je yg ad,tgk2 kami kne kongsi umah tu dgn 1 femili len..dlm femili tu ad sorg bdk bru nk dftr utp esk or we call them here 'freshies'..my dad mmg xleh sket kalo rmai2 org ni so he sent me to utp n then ayah,umi,ana blah ke cameron..huwaa..huhu..xpe la,nk wat cane..xnk gk sshkn mereka so now here i am in utp..herm..esk nk p blaja kete!! yeay yeay..ok la tu,x bosan sgt..kiki..meeting kpa bilenyer?haih..ngantuk la plak..nk tdo better tnggu kekawan yg len..bhye tdo sengsorg nih..rmai ag x blek cmpus mse ni..td jmpe rai,intan,wani,awen,pikah,mirah,diqin..huhu..meriah gk la..kalo bosan akan ku conquer tv di common room nti,wahahaha..orait..dats all..tata titi tutu~

New Hair Cut~ Hehe =D

salaam..

today,afta so long of waitin 2 cut my vry2 long n luvly hair..i managed 2 get a new fresh hair cut..its called layered cut..hee..ringan nye kpale ku setelah sekian lme berambut pjg..cnt rmmbr when was d last tyme i got my hair chopped,huhu..aunty tukang gting rmbut tu npk cam so xcited 2 see me again..kept talkin bout how intelligent i am..she saw me on tv during d spm result thing..huhu..nice 2 c her again too..=)

erm,tomorrow im leavin..huhu..nyanyi lgu jesse mccartney sket.."I'm leavin' never looking back again.." tp lgu ni ad mksud len act so nyanyi part ni dh la ye..herm..esk p cameron dlu,njoy2 then only on saturday i will go to my cmpus..gotta say d environment there is making me feel dat i dont belong there..tah la..kn best kalo leh duk luar cmpus..at least i can mingle with other ppl selaen drpd juz students..huhu..but how come?petronas da byr sume hostel n all,redha aje la..kiki~ papepon i love utp so much..eh jesse mccartney nyanyi gk lgu bleeding love which is originally by leona lewis..cambest jek?hehe..da lme ske dak jesse ni..k r..im leavin..n 1 more thing,rezut xm kua jumaat ni..cuak?x lah..aten mne pnh cuak dgn rezut2 ni..cuak mse jwb xm dlu ade,dh beres jwb i bcame feelingless..numb but not dumb..so juz waitin what will my pointer be..yg pasti aten yakin Allah dh tntukn yg terbaek 4 me,i believe in His fate..

eh eh ad lg ni,pepagi td lam kol 7 lbeh..mansur msg tye my opinion sal sumtin..dye mcm bg dua plihn jwpn n then i chose one la..pastu mansur reply "hurm,same thinking with zul..." haha..nk gelak pn ad bc msg dye..wah2...sehati sejiwa sepemikiran ek kami ni?hak3..dlu pon ad skali tu mansur msg pepagi bute lam kol 4 or 5 kot..meluahkan perasaan dye la,then tah cmne mse tu aten tgh stdy kot [zmn form5 dulu..] i juz replied la tnjuk concern..then mansur rep n kate thx so much,only me n zul aje yg bls..org len xbls..haha..suratan atau kebetulan aa?lawak tol aa,mse tu jgk aten sengih sengsorg..ape la punye mansur,kiki =P

hoho..membebel jek..nk p dgr jesse nyanyi bleeding love lak..cmne ek..huhu..bubbye..

juz an ordinary day..

salaam..

arini, i got my laptop back..luckily xkne format blek,kalo x..abes la khazanah2 bharge aten lam laptop ni..huhu,now i realized how much i luv this laptop n how much dis laptop values to me..td mse nk testing speaker bro kt kdai RAM ERA tu g open disk D..OMG! dh la dkt disk D ad file secret terbesar aten..in dat file is some of his pics,our YM convsations n our sms msgs..name file tu L O V E~ my mum lak mmg ad kt situ tgk skli,cuak seyh..seb baek bro tu g bke file MOVIES je n bke citer naruto..alahai,kalo nk test speaker pon open My Music kt Disc C xpe dh bro,yg ssh pyh g merantau smpi Disk D tu wtpe?ni msti bro tu dh xplore my laptop beforehand kn kn?ish...malu la cmni..but nevertheless no harm,my mom xpasan sgt kot file L O V E~ tu,hee..n d pink disney skin yg ad gmbr mickey n minnie tu doesnt look so gud la..tah,cam plek je..xpe la,kalo dh pink tu i kte lawa gk nyer..n my mum bli mouse cute kaler pink gk!wow,perfect 2 replace my old broken mouse which i've dropped it several times b4..hehe..ummi kte "jge molek la mouse bru tuh..jgn ganas2 ngat.." hehe..yes,madam..i will..cz i love dat pink mouse vry much!

herm..smlm dia kol..askin 4 my opinion bout his subjects in taylor..well,i dunno if i've helped him much,huhu..nway,kwsn kt tmpt dia blaja tu mmg power ah best..tyme dia cter tu mmg rse mcm envy giler2..mne x nyer,bayang aa kite ni yg duk stdy kt tronoh a.k.a toronto tu..vry deserted beb!u go stret..dont belok2..yes no tq orait..acecece..speakin dh dia skang ni ek..kiki =P

td bjaye gk update my lesen L..ceh,bru L jek..geram giler rse g JPJ update lesen L jek,i want a P..huhu..hope disbbkn aten blek utp awl seminggu leh aa gne mse ni utk smbung my driving lessons..cuak gk tp cz im gonna b alone la,kwn2 len mne blek campus ag..cmne ek g blaja kete sorg2?xpnh ag wt cmtu b4 dis cz kalo nk p tmpt blaja kete yg jauh tu msti g rmai2 geng2 utp..but xpe la,kite brani kn kn?hee~ wat slmber derk je la dgn abg farez our tenaga pengajar tuh =P btw,sedih bgt td dpt msg dr kaiy..dye msuk USIM!OMG..my best fren yg kedua dh msuk USIM gk?oh no...huu..sob3..xpe la,mungkin langit mu lebih cerah d sana..i hope 4 d best 4 my dear beloved kaiyisah husain..

lalalalala...rindu kangen miss..sama siapa?sama dia..siapa dia?dia lah...haihh~

V1D-010 =)

Salaam..

kat atas tu is my new room number at utp..b4 dis aten duk kt V2C-005 with zaida but she went to usim so starting around april 08 i stayed alone in dat room..awl tu melalak jgk la sedih, dh la mmg aten xbaek ag dr nyakit homesik mse tuh..huhu,seb baek ad senior yg memahami n alwez consult 2 me..later on im bcome used of livin alone n liking d privacy so much..amazing me huh?hehe.. =P then b4 start final paper 4 my final xm nur amirah hassan request 4 me 2 b her rummate..wah,best tuh..katenye her old rummate which is an ict/bis student nk duk dgn coursemate dye so amirah nk duk dgn sy la cz kitorg pon sme kos kn..i accept it dgn hepinyer cz amirah who is an ex mrcm pc [same dgn nije,huk =P] is also our batch penghuluwati n org kelantan,is a vry nice gurl as i noe her..bilik dye V1D-010 pn duk kt ground floor means no more stairs to b climbed..yeay!dat room pn duk dkt tepi public phone,washing machine pn tepi tu je skali dgn meja mak guard..opposite d room is faiqa's room..wah,perfect babe!n kalo dlu kt V2C xd common room yg best utk kitorg lepak but here in V1D ad common room yg selesa gk aa siap dgn tv!hehe..yg x bestnyer dak laki batch kitorg dgr kte kne pindah frm V6 ke V1C kot..OMG!sgt dkt dgn hostel kitorg gurls, xske nyer~~~ nti ari2 pon kuar hostel npk diorg..i hve to say,mmg i nyampah..why?ntah..hahaha =P

oh btw,sal dilemma b4 dis aten dh decide nk p sminggu awl means dis week is my last week at home..xpe la,i think deeply aten sedar dat im already a grown up..i hve 2 survive livin far frm my family..nti dh keje n kawen [lmbt ag la ni..] pn bkn leh duk dkt dgn family pn..so i hve 2 let go of my spirit n b free to breakaway frm my childish boundary..hurm,amirah pn dh ad kt utp so xde hal la..dye pn ad keje kne blek awl..syukur sgt2 sbb mcm sumenyer smooth je..nk tuka blk dpt,nk blek awl rummate pn dh sedia menanti..alhamdulillah!

oo ye,mlm smlm at around 10.49pm he called me..mse tuh aten bru je open msg zaida n tgh2 bc msg tu tertera d skrin hp 'emi calling..' wah,gumbiranye hati ini..huhu..terpaku jap then aten angkat..he sounded so hepi la..im glad 2 hear dat..citer sal umah dye kt subang jaya sana..mydin gian summit sume nearby eh wak..ish3..dh la lam umah ad astro..pndai2 la awk nk idop dlm suasana yg sgt selesa tu..ive read somewhere yg kite ni kalo nk study btol2 tumpu dont b too comfy cz u might jz...u noe..lalai,leka dll..nevertheless,i noe he can cope with it..ganbatte to awk!smlm dia kte nk save kdt n kalo aten nk kol dia pn xpe but im really sory dat i cnt kol him back smlm cz rse2 cam line x clear je..ayah n ummi bru je balek umah so better i dont kol la..xpe awk,nti ad mse sy kol awk eh..arini stat orientasi kn?based on xperience,bnde alah tu mmg memenatkan..so let him settle down dlu lah ye..

ni tgh o9 kt desktop,my beloved laptop ad kt 'klinik' getting some treatment..penyakit kaitan dgn mike yg x fungsi,speaker yg still berbunyi even i dh plug-in headphone,antivirus xpired [mls nk download yg bru cz my current antivirus is d strongest ive found so far compared to avg,norton,mcaffee] sent to ram era tmpt aten bli laptop tu yesterday n i also bought a skin 4 my laptop!a pink disney skin..hehe..pink lagi?yeah babe~

eh eh khamis ni nk gerak ke perak,sabtu i go to campus..20hb bru daftar..brg x pack lg ni..haha..rilex aa,i can pack evrytin in one nite..dh pro dh bab packing2 nih..hee..okeh stop here..

bubbye!

In Dilemma~~

Salaam..

Arini mood cam suwey2 gitu..nk o9 ni pn xde mood sgt tp ku gagahi jua langkah ke laptop tersayang ini utk mengisi mse lapang..hehe..td dh bjaye finish d whole Limit & Continuity chapter 4 subj engineering math..hepi rse,im getting into my study mood back slowly n steadily..ye aa,cuti ni byk buang mse jek kalo imbas balek..hurm..2nd sem will start in 2 weeks tyme tp cz im d secretary 4 Kursus Pengurusan AJK anjuran Rakan Masjid UTP aten diberi arahan [fuyyo,dasyat ayat..] spy balek awl seminggu means nxt week la! Ohh,diri ini kerap second guessing nk balek awl ke x ni?kalo ikt keje ni mmg kne blek awl tp...berat hti lak nk tnggalkn umah..hukhuk..dilemma nyer..dri stat cuti aritu [1st june 08] ag duk pk sal nde ni..hurm,nti la pk2 balek..i think i need d guidance frm Him,istikarah2..

btw,rse cam aten dh gemok la..hahahaha..pe gelak lak ni,tension ah..nyesal sbb x aktifkan body ini spnjg olidae..nk kte mkn byk x,tp kurg gerakkan bdn kot?metabolisme pn jdik suwey..haha..x suke x suke..cmne ni...

erm,spnjg arini mood aten mcm nk mrh2 jek..byk sgt bnde yg menyesakkan minda dri pagi smpi le ke tgh hri td..marah itu api,benarlah sungguh benar..aten mmg cpt rse nk mrh tp xde la luahkn kemarahan tu..selalunye kalo mrh aten senyap..sbb dh tau diri ini cpt mrh n cptlh juga sejuknyer..td pas amek wudhu' nk solat hati ni jd lega..huhu..air wudhu' yg suci itu bjaye memadamkn api2 kecil dlm jiwa ku..alhamdulillah..sbb pe mrh ten?skt hti tgk kerenah ayah tu..sian kt ummi..herm..aten selalu doa spy Allah bg kekuatan n ketenangan jiwa pd ummi sbb i noe ummi kdg2 tertekan gk dgn perangai ayah..bknnyer ayah jahat or ape..juz mayb kurang memahami atau sje membutakan mata kpd sgla usaha ummi utk mberikan y terbaek kpd kami sefamili..tah la..semacam tidak adil kn aten byk doakan utk ummi drpd ayah..astaga..i cnt help it,n i noe He knows best what im feelin..

skang ni kn kalo o9 ym mmg invi sntiase,fs pn dh x login..blog je yg still update,as usual 4 my own record..hurm..mengapa begitu?sbbnyer...dia dh x o9 skang so aten pn rs cam mls nk o9..hehe..so slme ni o9 tu tnggu dia lah?err..xde la smpi cmtu but sket2 ade la..kiki,tah pape..herm,dia dh slmt reg kt taylor i guess..tgh wtpe ek dia skang?hepi kah dia d sana?Oh Tuhan,peliharalah dia sentiasa..ameen~ =)

i miss them..huda..fateen..didi..zaida pon..bertemu semula di aidilfitri?Oh plz plz plz..juga rindukn mereka2 d bwh..huwaa~ T.T



dats all 4 now,asta la vista bebeh..

Hari ini agak suwey~

Salaam~

Hri ni suwei sbb ujan je,xde pe sgt pon..haha..tgh smgt nk stdy chem tetibe ujan lak..so phm2 je la,sindrom mengantuk pon menyerang diri ini..tertido afta bc half of the Properties of Solutions chapter..kire ok aa tu kn,pasni abeskn d rest of d chapter so i'll manage to finish a chapter in one day..hebat pe?kalo lam lecture mau seminggu br abes 1 chap kn kn?seb baek la chap ni xssh sgt,leh aa phm even xde org xplenkan kt aten..hoho..bajet hbt aa tu,prasan guh~

td bgn agak lewat aa, dkt2 kol 9am kot?haha..smlm tdo lwt ler,around 2 in d morning..wtpe ea?huhu..abeskan kdt celcom ku..lalala~ 1 hour 35 min of talk with dia..bernilai RM14 tp celcom kasi bonus kdt RM3 so jimat aa sket,total my kdt abes RM11..ngeh3..xkesah pon,sekali sekale menunjukkan concern pd dia..haha..meaning b4 dia pegi meninggalkn KTrg ptg ni..eh dia dh gerak lom ek skang?haha..smlm bab pesan2 xle thn skali nk gelak..mcm bg pesan kt adek la plak,haha..dia pon sibuk nk memesan jgk padahal aten nk masuk 2nd sem dh pon..hehe..but still sgt2 mhargai concern dia memberi pesanan terakhirnye..katenye fokus to my safety..hoho,think back btol gk pe dia pesan..xterfikir sgt sal my safety b4 dis..mlm2 ikut ske je nk jln sorg2,haish..aten..aten..and he said beware of N?kiki~ itu suda pasti le wak..and what more yg funnynyer is list brg2 dia..name2 kategori brgn yg agak pelik kedengaran,keh3..dlu aten wat list pon asing gk brg ikut kategori tp xbg name pon cz xtau nk tulis pe..juz kumpulkan setempat je brg2 tu dlm list..mayb kalo aten kne bg name lg klaka ader lah kot..eg:peralatan kecantikan..hahaha,ngarut sih!nwae,smoge dia slmt smpai..have a safe n comfy journey..moge bjaye mendaftar dgn selamatnyer..oh,4 his sis too..smge kak husna slmt menyambung sem nyer di uitm seri iskandar..insyaAllah~ semestinyer aten tidak merindui bandar seri iskandar walo sedikit pon..haha~ bakal ke sana jg in a week maybe..

aaaa..nk tulis pe lg ni?aten rs cm mls dh nk o9 pasni kot..tah,sekadar mengupdate blog ni utk rekod dri sdri aje..if one day ad yg mendapat link utk blog ni jgnlah judge aten ye..dis is me,hehe~ pasni nk p stdy chem..ujan pon dh stop npknyer,alhamdulillah..honestly aten agak tidak suka hari ujan..bkn menidakkan rezki yg Allah turunkn besame hujan itu tp tah la..hujan seems to make me feel down..4 me rain is a symbol of sadness, of tears..dlu kt utp kalo hujan je msti rs nk nanges,huwaa~ pastu mule aa wat perangai mls stdy,xle concentrate..haih,che aten..b strong nxt sem k?perjalanan ini msih pjg,byk lg yg nk dicapai..xde mse nk bsedih..la tahzan!



oh ye,fateen noor amiera..she msg me td..tertekan benar keadaannyer,mau ke utp ye sayang?hurm..i told her to slow talk with her parents cz aten rs xde gnenyer fateen pendam rs tertekan n xpuas hti dye tu..mayb kalo fateen btol2 curahkn evrytin yg dye rse parents dye leh phm?parents mne xsyg anak kn?but i dunno la sbb afta dat fateen xreply dh..sedih jgk tgk dye cmtu..kalo bleh aten je rs nk p ckp dgn parents dye tp mne leh kn..terigt huda pnh kate kalo kite yg buat keputusan utk fateen nti IF anythin wrong happens kite jgk akan disalahkn..or kalo x pon kite sdri akan rs besalah..u r rite da!so,all i can do is advice her..n of cz pray d best 4 my beloved fren..susah hatinyer susah hati ku jua..hurm..stop here,smbung esk lak..hehe..

bubbye~

I Wave U Goodbye =)

salaam..
erm,1st tyme wat blog gne blogger..hehe..blog ini dicipta utk aten tulis\luahkn perasaan\buang mase\ape2 aje n not 4 others to read..so,blog ni mayb npk cam bebas kot?i mean,i'll write evrytin i want cz its like a diary..yg bezanyer bkn di atas buku,tp d web so kalo spe2 yg tersesat bc tu..ikot ske la nk interprete cmne..huhu..

btw,arini xde pape sgt juz byk terigt kt sumone tu yg bakal pegi subang jaya esk..si dia yg bakal reg di taylor's university college [btol ke name ni?] pd 5 july nti..org len dh mulekn idop bru as college student,dia ni aje yg lmbt sket..hehe..special case kot?taking international canadian pre-u [again,xpasti btol x name ni] or ICPU..setahun b4 dia fly ke canada insyaAllah kalo ad rezki..n aten sntiasa doakan dia akan bejaye,ameen~ td ngah sedap2 layan citer AADC dia kol,asking 4 my last words 4 him..all dat i managed 2 say is "jage diri..jage diri..jage diri.." dia gelak aje,hehe~ sorry wak,sy tgh hari cmtu mmg blurr sket..mse tu lak tgh layan feeling sedih tgk rangga & cinta lam AADC,sedih la plak awk dh nk pegi..afta dis aten plan nk kol dia,givin him my real last words..jeng4..haha..agaknyer yg dia nk denga sgt is me sayin to him "dont flirt2 kat sana.." kn kn?hurm,sy caye kt awk n rsenye x pelu aa nk gtau nde tu lagi..kiki..cume cuak sket aa dgn awek2 yg pki 12cm kat sane [act,ade ke yg pki cmtu wak?haha] bkn pe,sian kt awk je kne jg pandangan sntiase..hoho..pape pon,gonna miss him so much..but still,im used of being so far frm him..kejauhan jugak la yg menjadikn kitorg baek smpi skang..kn kn?dlu mse dekat [i mean mse satu skool n satu 2sen] kite xde la baek sgt kn..tah cmne bile aten kt perak n dia still in trg we became close..haha..so kejauhan adalah kebiasaan..kerinduan?itulah lumrahnye kot..tp pape pon steady2 je stay cool bebeh~

May Allah's blessings be with you and all my other friends out there yg still dlm usaha menyesuaikn diri dlm new life mereka i guess..miss ya all..n to awk,take care..[bpe kli suh jg diri daa..bmbg nyer la aten ni,adoi~]

okeh,bubbye~