hari ke-3

dan bila esok kita kan bertemu kembali...

mungkinkah esok kita kan bertemu kembali...

:)

asal bulan puasa je homesick menjadi-jadi~

ramai pulak yg balik weekend ni. seronoknye mereka..

hee. padahal baru je balik last weekend.

dan xmustahil mungkin diri ini akan menghilang tiba2 dr utp :P

probably not i guess :)

aishh..bile la nk jd matang ni. da 2nd year pon.. ^__^

***

Ramadhan is a month of Allah.

Whose beginning is MERCY.

Whose middle is FORGIVENESS.

Whose end is FREEDOM FROM FIRE.

:)

Its now 3rd of Ramadhan. Byk mane dah dapat? Still byk lg yg bole dikejar. InsyaAllah. Bkn kuantiti yg dicari tp istiqamah yg penting. Hurm.. :)

senyum senyum

but dont forget to smile.. :)

so much of thinking..

so much of understanding..

seeing too much might not be so good..

knowing too much might not be necessary..

feeling tired.. uneasy.. insecure..

but why now..

maybe going back to solitude can help..

and may the serenity comes back..

... blurr ..

an old friend once said :

Tetapkan sabar dan istighfar..

Sesungguhnya rezeki Allah di mana2..

Dan rahmat serta kasih sayang Allah melangit tingginya..

^__^

-how i miss those time :)-

lets start for the better :)

target lock. set. go~

get back up when it knocks u down :)

plan plan plan. prepare. set a plan.. start all over again if u must~

"Fly"

In a moment, everything can change,
Feel the wind on your shoulder,
For a minute, all the world can wait,
Let go of your yesterday.

Can you hear it calling?
Can you feel it in your soul?
Can you trust this longing?
And take control,

Fly
Open up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine,
Forget about the reasons why you can't in life,
And start to try, cause it's your time,
Time to fly.

All your worries, leave them somewhere else,
Find a dream you can follow,
Reach for something, when there's nothing left,
And the world's feeling hollow.

And when you're down and feel alone,
Just want to run away,
Trust yourself and don't give up,
You know you better than anyone else,

In a moment, everything can change.

^__^

++ all i know is, its never too late to try again and do better. the reason is not that you cant but you dont try hard enough.wasted wasted wasted..++

"Kemudian apabila kamu telah membulatkan tekad, maka bertawakkallah kepada Allah."

now,lets start.. ;)

-pause-

when the day gets u confused

feeling like everything was wrong

was out of place

pressing on your mind and your soul

then you wait for the night to fall

hoping the darkness will give peace to your screwed being

maybe the solitude will bring sanity to your mind

serene the unexplained mixture of feelings inside

let the rain of tears wash away your burden

feel better feel stronger with every second pass away

because you will need it to go through another day tomorrow

no guarantee it will be easier well maybe harder, who knows

and may your sleep rejuvenate you back

dream happy dreams

illusion delusion the unreality may seems so real

waking up feeling better

to face through another day

its what we called life

face it. live it. u learn every second

experience maybe a cruel teacher but its the best

you may feel the pain. you may hate it now and you may weep

you may ask why you have to feel this

but in the end, you'll be grateful God gives you the opportunity

to learn from the pain

you'll appreciate the hurting phase

and be a better being with a stronger faith

soft outside but never inside :)

---<@

I finally know just what it means to let someone in
To see the side of me that no one does or ever will

si comel yg xbape nk comel da~

ayah cakap... ( sambil tersenyum :) )

"tgk, sbb kelalaian kite kos yg kne tanggung tinggi jgk.tp xpelah.psl kos,duit tu xkesah sgt.asalkn sume slmt xde cedera pape..ok la.len kali bwk kete elok2.."

(dgn nada suara yg sgt lembut..huu.terharunye~)

*ayah ckp td la.kt bengkel kete.after da dpt tawu kos utk baiki balik kete sy si comel WSJ 2875 tu.. hee ^_^

rse bersalah jgk.susakn ayah ngan umi.maaf..ampun..xde niat nk buat cmtu. and plus, their money 4 sure.. though i know they dont mind. but still.. cmtu la. besarnya pengorbanan, besarnya kasih dan syg seorg ibu dan seorg ayah :) moga mereka sentiasa dlm perlindungan dan pemeliharaan-Nya. amiin~

and now si comel kt bengkel. for a few days.. ciann dia.. get well soon si comel.. sorry ek ;)

~thx 4 all yg concern.sgt2 berterima kasih.maaf pd mane2 yg terlibat.huk2~

~to those yg xtawu.xpela.jgn tanye.tamo ulang2 citer da.huu.its settled already.sume selamat~

ALHAMDULILLAH

^_^

.........

"Need You Now"

Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor.
Reaching for the phone 'cuz I can't fight it anymore.
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind?
For me it happens all the time.
It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now.
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now.
And I don't know how I can do without.
I just need you now.

Another shot of whiskey, can't stopping looking at the door.
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before.
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind?
For me it happens all the time.
It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now.
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now.
And I don't know how I can do without.
I just need you now.

Oh whoa
Yes I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all.
It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now.
And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk
and I need you now.
Well I don't know how I can do without.
I just need you now
I just need you now.
Oh baby I need you now.

*esok balik umah.oyeah, feel so much better~ and thanx to you, them, all.. happy holiday then. Wassalam :)