Tagged by Ira Didi

The last person to tag you is?
-ira didi,1st tyme lyn org tag..lucky u didi deary ^^

Your 5 impressions towards her...
-sgt cute!
-used 2 col her clumsy gurl dlu2,skang cane ek??
-boley tahan jiwunk,oops~
-famly dye sgt sweet ;)
-sy syg dye..sgt2! heh ^^

The most memorable thing she had done for you...
-bykk sgt act,mse zmn high school..but i appreciate d most d tymes when she lent her ear 4 me..gud fren she is =)

If she becomes your lover,you will...
-sy normal oke?

If she becomes your enemy you will...
-regret 4 havin 2 b an enemy 2 such sweet gurl ;( mtk jaoh,mtk jaoh~

If she becomes your lover,she needs to improve on...
-jantinanya mungkin?haha =P kiddin only~

If she becomes your enemy, the reason is...
-perhaps..mayb cz i dont treat her ryte..well d question say "IF"

How do you think people around you fell about you...
-unpredictable? susa nk senyom? xbyk ckp? kowt..

The character for urself is...
-loving.. ceyh~ =P

The most ideal person you want to be is...
-sumone who was born 2 make evryone happy ^^ i wish i am,huu..

For the person who cares or likes you,say something for them...
-lalala..ku sayang kamu..alwez n 4eva,luv u ol! ^_^

10 people to tag...
-zaida
-zati
-fateen
-is [if u do read,plz do dis tag..kalo xphm ape itu tag,do ask me oke?]
-taro [taro,buat kt comment bleh gk..wee =P]
-emi [kebarangkalian utk dia ni buat teramat la rendah,huahua =P]
-kero [sory,xtaw nk letak nme spe dh]
-esyad [same cam kero =P]
-org2 sesat kt blog ni
-kamu..ye,kamu yg tgh bace..buat! hehe =P

Who is num 2 having relationship with...
-famly yg dia syg..serta rakan2 nye..

Is num 3 a male or a female?
-femme

Is num7 and num 10 together would be a good thing?
-kemungkinan tu ade.. kebarangkalian pon ade =P

How about num 5 and 8?
-oh no.. tp.. oke gk pe =P

What is num 1 studying?
-tamhidi perakaunan dan muamalat? sory if im wrong~

When was the last time u had a chat with them?
-baru2 ni jugak.. chat tp xnpk muke korg pn.. *sigh* ble nk jupe ni.. [xcept 4 utpianz la..]

Is num 4 single?
-er.. hurm.. urm?

Talk something about num 2...
-dlu b4 separate cls dgn dak ni,selalu pour my heart out at her..vry understanding she is..felt gud after talkin 2 her..n im glad,we're still in gud terms till now..hey awk,bile nk jupe? huhu =)

~PeNiNk SeYh~

salaam~

hurm.. byk nde tol yg sy xphm rupenye.. sy igt sy knl org tuh tp then discover len plak.. sy igt sy phm subjek tuh then sy discover sy xley solve problems dlm test,final exam,bla3.. sy igt sy phm dri sy sndri then sy discover sy dlm dilemma rupenye.. ape ni? ape ni? ape ni? penink seyh~

kdg2, sy nk memahami sumtin.. boley je, tnyelah pd org yg taw kn? but then, sy takowt kalo d truth will hurt me. then i keep shut, tros tenggelam dlm ketidakpahaman. buat konklusi sdri, mcm org bodoh. ye, mcm org bodoh. penakowt. cis~

sbb tu sy suke diam. diam. diam. perhati. buat konklusi sdri, sedapkan hati sdri. dh taw dri ni mmg fragile. tp, xkn selamanya nk lari? aaa, ape yg sy mengarowt ni? mungkin sy dh xlarat lagi. dlm hal itu. ye, hal yg satu tu. mainan2 fikiran.. diri berdialog sendiri. patot lepaskah? sanggop ke nk lepas? kalo xlepas, nk teroskan? ikhlas ke kalo teroskan. ye, sy taw sy ikhlas. cumenye kdg2 sy penat. tu je.. komitmen yg dtuntut, mungkin.. sudah terlajak ke situ. bnde ni kdg2 mencabar kesabarn jugak. huhu. nvm, juz wait n see. ade hal yg sy perlu phm, sy nk tnye pd org yg bley bg jwpn kt sy. tp mne org tu? susa btol nk npk skrg.. huhu. nti lah, slagi mmpu sabar.. weyh, nde ngarot ngak eh? hahaha =P

bila rasaku ini rasamu..

baru kamu akan phm =)
hikhik~

tata..

travel lagi~

salaam..
hurm.. lets recap.. 3 dec travel frm utp to kedah (umah uncle).. mlm 4 dec travel dr kedah to pulau pinang (umah mak) then back to kedah.. 5 dec travel to k.trg (my own house of coz). then, 6 dec travel to kelantan (amek umi). wah, duk travel memanjang. penat? agak r tp sje nk ikot jugak, konon nk train bdn sowh endure sume kepenatan itu la. balek tuh teros tdo.. gagaga.. padan muke aten.. nway, mse travel frm kTrg ke kelantan my dad let me drive halfway. halfway pon jao gk dowh, dh la ujan lebat. cuak yg amat! ayah aja sowh memotong la, bwk kt selekoh, elak air, harung air n i was like shaking all d way. ayah kte, "ketor ke? tarek nafas.. rilex.." then ayah sowh msok parking basement hotel. mak aih, tmpt sempit siot. last2 mse nk parking i surrender, kua kete sowh ayah parking. behind our car mse 2 ad satu g kete, org laki bwk. dye gelak tgk i fail 2 park kt basement tu, huahua.. sengal tol laki tuh. ayah kate "bese r, bdk2 bwk kete. parking cni mmg ssh, sje je ayah sowh bwk cni. biar rse d stress.." aduhai.. mse balek ayah sowh bwk gk but i dont want. hehe. n luckily i dont, mse balek ujan lebat sgt2. jln xnpk pape! huu.. better leave it 2 d master [my dad la..] huhu. pengalaman y menarek! driving long distance..

now waitin 4 my own car.. ayah kte nk take over a proton wira frm a teacher around here. 2nd hand car, ok la.. xkeysah sgt, im not demanding much. asal leh guna suda. well, now x travel mne2 lg but im planning of going to kL lam mse tdekat ni. maw shoppin! year end sale lor.. heheh. n most important, nk tgk Twilight!! im charmed by Edward Cullen d hot vampire in dat movie played by Rob Pattinson [Cedric Diggory lam HP4] ok so, tgh waitin 4 green light frm my dad~ hee.. esk raye haji.. huhu.. no comment la sal our sambutan. cam kelam kabut sket..

btw, now tgh suke kt lagu Decode by Paramore. ni soundtrack Twilight! best n lirik dye cam ad kisah tersembunyi 4 me n only me phm, huu.. n also ske lgu Crush by David Archuleta. dis one recommended by someone =)

p/s: org tu dh ad kt ganu arini..surprise la sgt =P

till then, slmt ri rye haji..

Penang.. Terengganu.. Love u all!!~

Salaam~
Aten bru smpi ganu ptg td.. sgt hepi, bahagie, suke,gumbira.. huhu.. flight mendarat lam kol 6 lbey.. ujan.. dpt tgk beza awan kt ganu n kt penang.. awan kt ganu tebal sgt2.. huhu.. anyhow, syukur sgt2 dpt gk jpe famly.. tp, xjupe umi ag.. umi kt kelantan, ad kursus.. esk p amek dye.. i miss her the most!!~ xsabo nk jpe.. =)

hurm.. supposedly aten bw 3 beg besa naek plane.. but guess what? my luggages are overload, had maxima sorg leh luggage 20kg je but my luggages ARE 40kg.. demmit! d guy yg urus check-in kte kalo nk bwk gk sume beg ni kne cas rm300 lbey! mak datok~ my uncle sowh tnggal je la satu beg kt uma dye, xberbaloi byr rm300 sedangkan tiket pn xsemahal tuh.. huhu.. dats why i prefer naek bas, da taw brg mmg byk.. gagaga~ balek cuti sem kowt~ I col my dad mse tggu nk boarding, citer sal ni.. boley plak dye gelak je n asked "along wat balek batu ke tu?" ceyh, ayah gk kate kalo kne pon xsmpi rm100 pown.. ish~

sepanjang duk penang im damn hepi! siyes hepi.. uma my uncle is full of kids + babies.. suke sgt2 mingle ngan dey all.. n dey all likes me! hehe.. dak2 laki yg kecik2 tomei2 tu kate "kak fatin comey.." heheh~ kids dont lie dont they? ehem3.. my uncle n his wife are very2 kind.. sgt thutang budi.. my uncle sanggop travel jaoh ke utp utk amek aten, n aritu dye x g keje lah jwbnye.. huu.. terharu.. n spnjg kt airport dye y tlg guide me.. love u uncle! hee.. ^^

kt penang gk berlake satu jejak kaseh antara aten n my famly angkat yg jge aten mse my mum blaja dlu.. when my mom was pregnant [of me] dye lom abes blaja g, n kne extend satu sem cz of me.. so when she continued her stdy, i was being looked after by my famly angkat kt penang.. my mum was in USM back then.. my dad keje, engineer kt mne tah.. huhu.. then afta my mum dh abes blaja, we moved to ipoh.. since then xpena jumpe my famly angkat.. i col my mak angkat "mak" n my ayh angkat "daddy".. daddy dh xde.. lme dh.. tnggal mak je.. mak recognize me back mse aten kua paper n TV during d announcing of SPM rezut.. since then she's been trying 2 contact my famly, she wanted 2 meet me.. huu.. but my dad is so bz 2 take me there.. luckily i was staying with my uncle yg SANGAT BAIK HATI.. dye usahakan jgk bw aten jpe mak.. sgt2 hepi.. at 1st mak x recognize me, she said "humaira da gelap, mak duk cari mne satu yg puteh kt cni.. dlu humaira puteh!" haha.. my aunt said "dye tuh aktif.." kiki~ kitorg amek gamba but i xsempat mtk softcopy pics 2 dr my aunt.. aiyyo! nti la i mtk dye tlg emel.. then sblom balek mak kte "bila pulak la bleh jumpa humaira lg na? nti mak p mase humaira menikah la no?" oops.. she said more "ckp pasai menikah ni da ada calon ka ni?" then kak oji, her daughter sambung "ada latu org uzbekistan ke turkmenistan ke..org arab pon bleh tahan kt UTP tu.." adoi~ i ckp slow2 kt mak "org melayu je suda mak.." hehe.. mak said "ya la kan,senang siket.." hee.. so i guess she will b one of my special guess at my wedding.. ceyh, lambat lg la.. gagaga~ insyaAllah we'll meet again even b4 my wedding mak.. i love u soo much mak.. mak da jge ira sbaek mungkin dlu.. jase mak sgt besa.. n daddy.. i miss u alwez!

erm..enough bout penang.. ni tgh seronak suka suki o9 gne wireless kt uma.. cangges tol semenjak i duk utp ni ye, dh beli Wireless LAN kt uma.. yg dok gunanya cek la nanti.. haha =P erm, penat dowh tules pjg2.. tata~ love all~

p/s : alhamdulillah jugak buat org yg abes exam arini~ ;)

~thank you Allah 4 granting me with these people around me who love n care 4 me unconditionally~

waiting 4 him..

salaam..
dgn tjuk 2 i mean im waitin 4 my uncle 2 come n take me away frm here..huu..sedih lak nk tnggal utp,umah kedua ku..1st tyme rse sdey sbb tinggalkn utp bkn balek uma teros pn..hurm..tape lah..b strong aten~ sat g my uncle smpi,kitorg akan head ke penang,his house..

ni tgh kepenatan g v2 anto brg kt store then g block O anto kunci..bley plak aten g lock pntu blik then anto kunci kt block O..sengal tol~ brg2 tinggal lam bilik..supposedly tayah la lock pintu tu kalo dh nk anto kunci..gagaga~ dgn muke xtaw malunye g la balik block O mtk kunci kejap..abg fauzi,supervisor arini,sowh tinggal je brg tu..katenye,"biar burn je la.." ngok ngek tol la..sume brg ad lam tu la..cz i plan nk lepak lam blek sementara tnggu uncle dtg..so abg fauzi kasi la knci tu tp dye sowh tinggal sumtin sort of like brg cagaran la..takowt sgt dye aten xpulang kunci tu..muke i xnpk innocent ka?wee~ then i said "tinggal cincin ni la boley? [ceyh,mcm pajak gadai la plak..] abg fauzi jwb "boley..eh eh..cincin jgn la..karang abg bg kt awek abg br tau..bg jam tu xpe.." aten pn bg la my watch kt dye n said "jgn bg jam ni kt awek dh la taw! nti sy pulang balek kunci ni ea.." then g la open my door..da bukak tu teros lari ke block O n pulangkn konci..mse kasi jam tu abg fauzi kte "laa...bru je nk kasi kt awek abg td.." heheh..ngade!!~ malu siot,dpn boyz lak tu dye ckp mse tu..hee..abg poji..abg poji..kamu sengal~ igt ag last sem,mse aten n zeda ad mslh dgn our pad lock..abg poji yg tolong pecahkn pad lock tuh..kami pakse dye sowh naek atas hostel ppuan..muahaha..mule2 dye sowh kitorg pecahkn sdri n dye kasi alat..tp kitorg sowh gk dye naek atas..tp still pastikn xde student gurlz len r..huahua..tenx abg poji yg byk bjase~

well..im waitin..uncle msg td,katenye bru btolak..lam kol 12 smpi la kot..huhu..ok la..menunggu jumaat 5pm..maw terbang ke uma~ till then.. mayb i wont b o9 kot kt penang..huhu..hormat tuan umah..

~at the same time,praying 4 his success today,2moro n d day afta 2moro..ameen~

foundationd? END~

Salaam..
2day last paper final xm foundation 2nd sem..paper Intro to Comp & Info System (ICIS) GTF0014.. Hehe, smpi igt kod subjek sbb epi sgt.. Exam start at 9am, 3 hours duration so abes kol 12pm.. But d Q's was quite ezy as 2 say so at about 10.30pm aten blah dr main hall sbb sejowk sgt plus da malas nk semak jwpn..hehehe..mase maseh berbaki 1jam30minit..kalo kt skola mmg smpi abes mse r pulun,da masok U ni mls nk pedulik dh..kalo siap,puas ati blah je la dr dwn tu..huhu.. so much 4 my hepi ending although paper2 sblom ni cam xde lah excellent sgt..but still,ALHAMDULILLAH to The Most Gracious, n Most Merciful..Kami sume selamat melengkapkan pengajian foundation..arap2 sume lepas yea..nxt sem jd dak undergrad dh kekawan sume..huhu =)

But still, x hepi mne..sbb jelez tgk kwn2 len parents dtg amek..n balek rite afta exam..me?my dad xley dtg..bahye,jln byk tanah runtuh + banjer..hurm,xpe la..tanak susa kan ayah..so,my ayah sedara nk mai amik esok..balek penang..berat ati act sbb xbpe ske duk umah org..bimbang susa kn org je..tp ayah sedara beria nk mai amik n sowh join kazen2 len kt uma dye..ok,boley..ikot je la..then friday nti naek flight balek ganu..tenx ayah sbb belikan tiket..ayah mmg taw anak dye ni cmne..nk balek umah la,abes sem..abes exam..hilang stress,so 1st thing nk tgk muke kamu2 sume famly ku..tape lah..redha..insyaAllah ad jodoh jupe gk.. =)

mlm ni rumate da balek..naek bas kol 10.30pm td..so im alone..borink ya amat~ tenx tu my 2 besfren..huda n is sbb teman chat td..hepi chat ngan korang.. ^^ n maziah tenx sbb nk teman tdo cni mlm ni..aten xbrani sgt tdo sengsorg...heheh..skang ni tgh mood angau ngan edward cullen, si vampire hot lam citer Twilight..nk tgk movie tu sgt2! td bru je donlod trailer dye..wah..mantap! hehe.. angau angau kt vampire..stupid lah~ =P

erm,act ngah konfius ni..sal sumtin bout someone yg br taw dr chattin with salah satu besfrenku..kenape mcm itu ya? dpn org len ckp len,dpn kite ckp len..len sgt2..penink pk.. saket hati,siket je pon.. well.. tanak pk plek2.. nti maken sakit hati.. smoge ape yg d dpn mate ku bkn palsu.. i cant handle any heartbreak nowadays.. fragile sgt jiwa ni,air mata sng sgt tumpah.. haih.. catch me if i fall out of what i fell in.. if dats possible~ pd org tu [even mungkin u xkn bce post ni or mungkin bce..xkeysala kn..jz..dont b d one 2 build me up then tear me down..]

coretan hati melankolik d mlm hari [or pagi bute..],
~end~