Cebisan Kenangan ^_^

ukhwah yang

terbina persis sekuntum bunga

meski pun kini kita terpisah demi kasih-Nya

namun cebisan kenangan kita

sentiasa bermain di bayangan mata

detik waktu yg berlalu

menjadi memori kau dan aku

sewaktu kita bersama saling setia menimba ilmu

tanpa mengeal erti penat jemu

igatkah kau lagi

kita bersama memijak onak duri

ditanah gersang mengutip semangat suci

kini segalanya tersurat dalam sanubari

bersabarlah dengan ketetentuan-Nya

ada rahmat yg tersembunyi

bertemu berpisah kerana Allah

lumrah kehidupan insan beriman

moga saat nan indah

ku harap berulang lagi

Salaam..

Alhamduillah.. Arini doa seperti yg di'bold'kan kt atas termakbul jgk.. Doa nk jpe blik shbt2 lame, my bestest friends in the world. Huhu. Hepi sgt~ Td dlm kol 11 lbeh me, Huda, Didi, Fateen n Zaida ber'picnic' d tepi tasik kt Masjid Terapung, Kuala Ibai. Oh btw yes, I'm in Terengganu rite now. Been here since yesterday until dis sunday insyaAllah. Td mcm potluck party la plak kn, bwk mknn byk2 pastu kongsi. Dh la byk siot mknn, orgnye xde la rmai sgt. Huhu. Tp seyesly best, siap snap2 pics lg mcm xpenah dtg kt Msjd Terapung tu. Dh mcm gaya pelancong asing pn ade, malu je kt pakcik makcik yg bwk anak2 diorg berkelah kt situ td. Ngee~ Selaen mkn n usha2 org eh silap2 usha2 pemandangan sekeliling la, pompuan kalo dh gather ape lg bukak kedai kopi la.. Dh lagak mcm gossip girls plak duk buat gossip sana sini. Habis org nk digosipkan, trok btol aa... Huahua.. Tp ok gk r, dpt taw sket2 pkmbangan kwn2 len kt SHAMS dlu. Ad brite2 yg dh tahap bleh menyentap jantung, huhu. Sume dh bw haluan n gaya hdup masing2, terpulang la.. =) Sesi soal siasat oleh Zaida towards each n evry one of us yg paling xbleh blah skli. Cam polis la plak. Hrpnye pape yg kite kongsi td sumenye off record la ek. Kite2 je, hee~ N dont ask me bout dat thingy again, bergelora jiwa perasaan ku td nk jwb soalan korg =P Baiklah, trime kasih bbyk kt korg sume ek. Jupe lg len kali, especeli Huda n Didi yg akan fly nti. I miss u all alwez, even da lme xjupe tp kite tetap cm dlu kn kn kn? =) Even ad yg dh berubah saiz sket2, xpe la tu. Haha, jgn marah. Yg sedeynye, Zati xde.. Nk jupe Zati sgt2. Nti ble Zati blik xlme lg ni nk kuar dgn Zati plak ek.. Kwn2 len jgk yg x di'mention' kt cni, jz contact me. Alang2 rmai yg tgh cuti ni kn. Ok la till then.. Nxt week blik kL turn kuar dgn geng2 UTP lak insyaAllah ^_^

p/s : Cebisan Kenangan is a nasyid by Amar ok.. huhu~

Cik Tira bg Award.. Wah~

1- Copy Award Di Atas Untuk Diletakkan Di Blog Anda

2- Nyatakan 5 Fakta Menarik Tentang Si Pemberi Award Ini
-manje, tp kdg2 gedik but not in a negative way =D
-suke jerit kuat2, huhu..
-duk kt V4, rumate dgn Sity Jue
-rse mcm single lagik.. haha =D
-she has a significant walk which i can recognize from far.. fuyyo tira~

3- Setiap Blogger Mestilah Menyatakan 10 Fakta Atau Hobi Diri Sendiri
-seorang perempuan
-will b 19 dis year
-a human being
-live in Batu Caves, Selangor
-like reading so much
-d colour is pink =D
-ppl said i dont talk much, i guess i am..
-i have lovely family, superb friends ^_^
-d motto is, 'There's gotta be more to life than chasing out every temporary high to satisfy me..'
-d name is aten.. che aten.. [konon smart tiru tagline james bond =P]

4- Anda Perlu Memilih 10 Penerima Award Seterusnya Dan Describe Tentang Mereka
-Laila Sakinah - cute girl, nice companion while driving.. ahakz~
-Fateen Amiera - missing her badly, high school best friend =)
-Nizzi - bakal teacher, mesti jd seorg cikgu yg baik n dsayangi murid2 nti =D
-Siti Hajar Najwa - kalo jpe Najwa msti dye tego 'Che Faten..' dgn senyuman yg sgt sweet ^_^
-Zaida - 1st rumate, now stdying in USIM.. tgh cuti skang, miss her too~
-Ira Didi - kwn baik sy yg suke emo skrg.. ish3~ hehe..
-Najwa Hanim - student UNITEN, bakal electrical engineer kot? insyaAllah =)
-Tasha - housemate, bilik sebelah.. sgt riuh rendah.. like listening to her talking..
-Kiera - jg dri leklok kt UTP tu.. see u in Trganu later~
-Kak Diyana - igt Pooh, igt Diyana.. sgt comel dan ceria spt pooh =D

p/s : i think this tag or award is somewhat useless but still as Tira is such a nice friend, so here it is~ ^_^ [Tira belanje kite mkn ngan shopping cpt!~ dh puji berbakul-bakul neh.. =P]

Jan09 Semester Break ^_^

Salaam..

Alhamdulillah.. Selasa lepas, jam 5.30pm telah berakhirnya satu lg final exam utk my 1st year 1st sem stdy in UTP. Pagi Rabu tepat jam 8.00am sy ngan Lai gerak kuar dr UTP heading to kL with WSJ2875 kesayangan org2 rumah V5J3.3. Hehe~ Around 11am smpai la sy d rumah yg sgt best d dunia [hahaha..xleh blah =P]. Cuti sem kli ni patutnye 2 bulan tp insyaAllah sy akan blik awl sminggu lam 12 Julai kot cz i have 3 tasks berbeza yg menanti. Xtaw la cane nk divide antara 3 task berbeza dr organisasi berbeza tu. Abes la kli ni kamu Che Aten.. Manyak bnde nk citer tp mls nk tulis aa.. Huhu.. Satu lg, tyme cuti besenye msgs/calls frm UTPians akan ditapis n mne2 yg rse perlu sgt bls or angkat akan diterima. Asiifu jiddan, i choose it to be dat way. Semester week is way to stress, semester break i will have it my own way. Terserah nk kate ape. I dont care.. Lalala~ [pardon me 4 d language, huhu =)] Tp kalo kwn2 contact saje2 insyaAllah aa bls, mesti blsnye. Kalo hal yg berat2 sebolehnya tnggu sy blik cmpus dlu. Hmm.. Mtk dri dlu.. Post yg sgt xbest, i know.. Sori2~ Tata.. Wassalam..

p/s: tau x daun kaler pink cantik? xtau eh? haha..

Aduhai Pemuda..

Salaam..

Regarding tajuk atas.. Rilek2, ni bkn nk kutuk or condemn kaum pemuda ek. Huhu. Juz ad kisah pelik mlm ni sbg perencah sambil2 sy tgh sdty.. Tgh smgt revise PChem [my last paper 4 dis sem =D] tetibe, hp ku bbunyi menandakan ad msg masok.. and then it goes~

Anonymous : Aslm..

Me : Wslm. Ye, siapakah ini?

(reply sbb num dak ni num utara, so expect dak utp.. kot2 nk tye sal exam ke or dak satu Lajnah ke,event comittee ke. punye lurus bendul kite ni)

Anonymous : Erm, sapa ya? Kwn bru, bkn, org yg nk bkwn, bkn, awk tntukan sdri la. Soalan dia boleh bkenalan? Or awk tgk sibuk?

Me : Ape maen2 pulak neh.. Ckp btol2 la anda sape, ape bleh sy tlg. Kalo xde pape, save je la kdt wat tepon mak ayah ke ek..

(sibuk la wey..tgh final exam kot. maen2 pulak dye.. cepuk karang bru tau. hmm,npk cam bkn dak utp je..)

Anonymous : Owh.. Ur realy a serius person.. So, sorry..dh ckp btl td nk bkenalan ja(x tmasuk nk mngorat, jz to make frens) psl col parents sy mmg xpnh lupa tanggungjwb sy..

(x balas.. tetibe ade msok bab mengorat plak, sah2 dye ni laki. adoiyai..org gurau je la sal tepon parents tu~)

Anonymous : Do i need to do or prove anything to b ur frens? Or awk jnis xcaya org mcm sy?

Me : Pcaya pd anonymous itu bahaye.. Nk bkwn, bina ukhwah tu bgus tp cre awk cm xkne. Ta'aruf sket, boleh? Maaf, adab still kne jge ye..

(cam terdesak pulak, curious gk nk tau pe motif dye ni meng'approach' org asing cm kite ni..)

Anonymous : Owh, asif.. Ismi S***. Umur sama,jntina bbeza, erm, bljr d uia (cfs pj). p/s everyting start with anonymous till u try 2 know it.. Sory ana xbjak berayat.. Psl muamalat ana try jaga..skrg enti plak bleh btaaruf psl enti?

Me : Maaf, ana bkn nk sombong ke apa. Agak curiga cmne muslimin yg ana xknl leh dpt num hp ana then tau pulak same umor. I cant tell u more bout me, asifu jiddan..

(erk..jauh nye,nun d PJ sana.. kt cfs pj tu pn mmg ramai kwn2 ex-shams dlu tp dye ni sape plak..xknl name pon..musykil tahap cipan ni. lg memenigkn dr soklan latihan PChem td. eh2, cop2..tukar guna 'ana' 'enti' pulak dh..menarik2~ )

Anonymous : Erk, ana dpt dr kwn ana ble dia crita psl ur personality.. Im juz interest bout it not more..psl kwn ana dia suruh rahsiakan identity.. Tp klu enti is the type who strongly hold thiqah.. Then am sorry.. Asif jiddan too..

Me : Baiklah, kwn nta tu suh rahsia2 pulak ye. Byk suspicious things d cni. Ana ni bese2 je, kdg2 lagha mcm org len jgk. Ana tgh imtihan skang, mtk dri dlu nk menelaah. Salam alayk..

(makhluk mne plak g pass num kte kt org xbkenaan neh. neh hangin satu bdn neh..seyes, menci giler org pass number tnpe kbnrn. ntah ape dak tuh dh citer sal kter..sape neh, kalo kwn sy xkn sanggup wt cmtu.nk kne debik ke..pergh, konon cam ganas ayat. haha~)

Anonymous : P/s: ana juz tau bout ur personality n hope ul help me, i mean my lover 1(my sister), n ana bjuta kali ganda lg lagha dr enti.papa pun asif ganggu.may God bles u moslemah.Wasalam..

(eh2 first2 bace 'my lover'..ape kes nk suh tlg awek dye. eh silap2, his sister ke.. lor, tulis la 'my loved one' konpius otak kejap..ngee~ ape pulak dlm bjuta2 muslimat dkt sekitar kamu tu kite yg jaoh ni jgk d cari nk tlg adik dye.. personality apekah yg menggamit kalbu sgt tuh.. kot2 kamu dh kne kelentong dgn kwn 'secret identity' tuh.. adoiyai..)

Aduhai Pemuda.. Skli pikir ad rse nk tolong, sbb adik dye pn ppuan. Kot2 la leh sumbang bakti walau sekecik zarah ke.. Dri ni pn byk gila kekurangan. Tp bab2 nolong org ni cm ssh sket nk resist cz nti rse bsalah plak x tolong. Tp Pemuda ni leh caye ke? Skli d kelentongnya kite hidup2 mne nk letak muke? Jatuh maruah~ Aiyyoo.. Pelik lah kamu ni Pemuda.. Dh la gne skill cm sy gak tulis gne 'P/S:' Hmm, any consideration will b made afta final exam abes.. Huahua.. Cam org penting je kite ni, ceh xboleh blah =P hoyeah, shbt2 d cfs pj yg bce post ni bleh tampil beri keterangan..

Wallahu'alam.

P/S: i spend all my remaining days here THINKING OF YOU.. Ummi, Ayah, Wa, Dekbi, Ana.. Rabu pagi cptlaaaa tibe~

Tawakkal..

Salaam..

Ptg td, selesai paper final exam CBB1013 Organic Chemistry. Perasaan? Blurr.. Dri sndri pn xpasti dpt jwb ke x.. Ntah la, kosong je perasaan. Nk kte sedih pn x, hepi pn x. Lega je, sbb another paper had passed. Jeling2 sekeliling.. Ad kosmet y muke cm nk nanges, muke merah, muke sengih2, muke blurr [mcm sy~]. I guess, we all feel d same way. Maybe.. Haha.

D mlm harinye.. Ummi msg.. [huk~ knpe msg je, apsal x kol?]

Ummi : Blh jwb dok paper prof Russia tu?

Me : Ada bleh jwb. Ada yg jwb tp x pasti btul ke x. Ad yg takleh jwb.. Huhu.

Ummi : Takpe. Kat U ni kdg2 rasa jwb tak brp best pn blh mrkh baik sb ia tgntung pd mood psyarah nk br mrkah n plg ptg rezeki Allah Taala. Fokas pd next paper n yg lps tu kt doa mta dmrahkn rezeki mrkh.

Me : InsyaAllah. Mudah-mudahan camtu la. Baiklah, jumaat ni ad 2 paper. Pagi n ptg exam, pening2. Nk study dulu :-D

Oh ye, i told her yesterday that today's going 2 b Prof Piven subject's paper.. hee~ N normally i acknowledge Prof Piven as 'Prof dr Russia' to my mum. Mayb she could sense dat im very cuak to d max last nite.. But now, kembali tenang. Her consolation really works. Time kaseh jgk pd shbt yg sms-ed me b4 paper OChem td. Kata2 ringkasnya meredakan kecuakan sedikit.. Huhu. Alhamdulillah, i have so many nice ppl in my life.. =)

Kami Doa, Kami Usaha, Kami Iktiar, Kami Tawakkal.. Semangat Kami takkan luntur! Kurniakanlah rezeki yg terbaik buat Kami~

[Coming next on Friday : Health, Safety and Environment & Differential Equation]

Love Love Love.. ♥♥

Salaam mahabbah♥~

Apekah title post y seakan jiwang xble blah itu? Huhu. Ohho, kalo tajuk cintan cintun cpt je tertarik. Eh sorila, post ni xde kaetan dgn itu sbb sy bkn berjiwa jiwang [ye ke? msti rmai nk argue part ni.. suke hati korg la =P] apesal love love love? SAJE JE LAH. I found something while meraya-rayau d alam internet yg agak ok la speed nyer slps bbpe hri tenet xleh gne. Eh, bkn ke patut stdy kimia organik skang? Hehe.. Mentang2 sok xde paper~ Eh, back to d topic dis is d something.. Actly, some very meaningful words :

♥"Some things are not meant to be expressed in words for words are merely a verbal interpretation of our thoughts, dreams and desires. Sometimes, all you can do is laugh while sometimes all you can do is scream and sometimes all you can do is shed a tear because sometimes words are just enough to express that which lies in the heart."♥

Setuju3~ spe setuju dgn sy sile ketuk meja.. hee~ sy paling lemah dlm mengekspresikn perasaan [jgn kate sy jiwang] by words.. sy harap org dpt phm sdri [mind reader kah? waa..] no la, i mean frm my perbuatan. more towards fe'li drpd qouli. as d saying goes, action speaks louder than word. mungkin sy jarang nk call anda, ym ke or gtalk, jarang reply sms-es anda2 sume [maaf pd y terlibat, huk..] mungkin ad yg trse hati, fikir y sy x peduli kt anda. ooohh, tidak sma sekali. anda sntiase d fikiran. cumenye tu lah, sy kurg minat sket bab2 words ni. sy suke membace n mendengar tp utk sy meluahkn tgk mase la [habis tu yg duk membebel dlm blog ni ape pulak? haha] ape yg pasti, uhibbukum fillah jiddan abadan abada♥~

aiyo, actly dh terjiwang sket pulak. ni sbb effect bc blog sorg akak ni yg agak baru kawen. ayat kt atas tu actly suami akak tu kasi kt dye mse b4 diorg nikah. tp sy copy ayat tu xde kne mengena dgn hal sebegini. just for life matters.. =)

lg satu, my dad col me td juz askin bout me n my exam n hows thing goin. hepi! know why? jarang2 skli ayah akan col kalo xde hal penting nk ckp, mostly I hve to miscol him [sbb nk jimat kredit lorr] cz I want 2 ask sumtin or anythin. thx ayah♥, u giv me d spirit! then, tgk kt laptop ummi pulak GTALK me? wah, dh pndai chatting by gtalk my mum skang, cangges~ hepi3.. dpt communicate dgn both of them mlm ni.. ^_^ but then i thought my mum x reti bce status gtalk so i changed my status to "karamah ibu, hikmah bapa.." then tetibe ummi PM "amboi tukar motto lak.. he..he. nok gi doh ni.." oopss, kn dh segan di situ.. nasib baik xtulis status "Ummi I love youuu♥~" hahaha. tu la, npk? nk express word punye segan padahal kt hati ni mmg sungguh2 rase syg♥. lalala~

plus, thx 2 Maziah♥ 4 d talk a.k.a usrah kite berdua ptg td. huhu.. susah2kn Maziah je nk bg pengisian kt kite. Syukran sgt2 sbb xpenah tinggalkn shbt kamu yg kdg2 agak degil n liat ni. Thank You Allah 4 givin me a chance 2 know her =)

wey, td dh ckp kt Ummi ngan Ayah nk stdy kimia organik kn? pergh, skema.. Organic Chemistry la.. so, I have to stdy now even dh lewat sbb td dh tdo sbnanye. Naseb Ayah kol je terbangun, tu yg ckp dgn Ayah mcm blurr2 plus terkejut Ayah kol juz nk sembang kosong.. Wee~ I love Organic Chemistry♥. Yes I do! Sayang Kimia Organik sgt2~ [wahai hati, anda x dibenarkan sama sekali utk menidakkan kenyataan ini. hehe] thx Prof Piven♥ y disayangi kerna membuatkn kami suke Ochem. ye ke? hehe.. for certain2 peeps ye la kot. ok, now.. perasan x post ni penuh dgn love? hee. suits the title dont u think so? but most important of all.. Cintakan Allah dan Rasul melebihi ape pon ♥♥♥ kemudian, sayangi keluarga, sahabat2, n sume org d sekeliling anda.. semoga berkat mengiringi, insyaAllah. mahabbah fillah itu indah. ohh, enuff of dis love thingy. stdy wey3~ salaam sayang kt sume..

p/s: jgn ad yg jatuh cinta lps bc post ni ye. alamak, perasann pulok doh.. poyo r~ =P

~Berkat Guru, Karamah Ibu, Hikmah Bapa~

Climbing Mode

The Climb

I can almost see it

That dream I'm dreaming, but

There's a voice inside my head saying

You'll never reach it

Every step I'm takin'

Every move I make

Feels lost with no direction,

My faith is shakin'

But I gotta keep tryin'

Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain

I'm always gonna wanna make it move

Always gonna be an uphill battle

Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there

Ain't about what's waitin' on the other side

It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing

The chances I'm taking

Sometimes might knock me down, but

No I'm not breaking

I may not know it, but

These are the moments that

I'm gonna remember most

I've just gotta keep goin', and

I gotta be strong

Just keep pushing on, but

Keep on movin'

Keep climbin'

Keep faith

It's all about, it's all about

The climb

Keep the faith, keep your faith..

Study week.. study week.. Jgn study weak ok. All d best wt sume student UTP, bittaufiq wannajah ila antum.. Tingkatkn kebergantungan pd Allah. Jg kesihatan leklok. Bla3.. Ok, baiklah sume nasihat pn dh byk kali ulang. Hehe. Pesanan utk dri : JGN MALAS.. Let's see hows my battle is scheduled for this time :

11/5 - Academic Writing

13/5 - Organic Chemistry

15/5 - Health, Safety & Environment

- Differential Equations

19/5 - Physical Chemistry

Alhamdulillah, im ok with dis. X pack sgt, hve some space 2 breathe. X abes lwt sgt, cm certain2 course.. Huhu. Baiklah. Keep on climbing until the end of final exam. Even if u feel like givin up, so tired, so sick of d books plz dont stop climbing. Carilah kekuatan itu, pasti ada =)

Apart frm final exam, study and bla3.. Other things 2 consider.. 18/5 is his birthday, the man I love so much. Nk beli sumtin 4 his birthday dis year sbb xpenah bg pape b4 dis except ucapan penuh ikhlas. Huahua. Tp mau beli apekah? Tidak retilah membeli gift utk kaum adam ini. Any suggestion of gift utk seorg lelaki berkerjaya umur lingkungan 40-an [yes, he is my beloved father ^_^]. Sile comment wahai anda2 yg ske comment n mengarut kt blog sy. Akan sy hargai, cewah~ One more thing, ad spe2 mau follow blik kL pagi 20/5 nti? Ad 3 kekosongan dibuke, ruangan yg lain direserved utk brg2ku yg bleh tahan byk.. Kot.. Huhu. Spe2 berminat inform awl2 ek. Oh lupe, kaum hawa shj.. Ok then, dats all. Setadii la che aten, suda2 le berblogging tu.. Haish.. Oh ye korg, mnta ampun salah silap pape n mnta halal sume2 ek ek. Sayaaang korg.. Oh, tidak. Sy gurau je lah. Ok la ok la, sy tak gurau pon. Hee~ Wassalam.

homie~ ^_^

salaam..

rite now im peacefully at home, taking some days off to find peace at mind b4 reli startin 2 struggle 4 my stdy week. final exam incoming~ [11 may-19 may, total of 5 papers] this is my 1st tyme driving home frm tronoh to batu caves. cuak? xde la.. sy ad semangat besi! huhu.. =)

my journey is not alone, i drove wit 2 other passengers : erni [housemate] & lai [kosmet]. erni blik uma aunty dye kt cheras n lai blik kajang. we started our journey lam kol 7am lbeh. huhu, smgt nk blik ni.. actly, sy xtaw jln sgt pn. dlu mse drive dtg tronoh my dad guide by driving his car kt dpn n i follow blkg. so, d nite b4 i col him askin 4 some guide. yg ni r agk cuak, takot sesat tah ke mne2. tp along d journey sy byk ikut gerak hati je. my dad guide ikut jln len, sy ikut jln len which i feel more familiar. pemanduan y lancar, cume ble dh smpi kt sg buloh ad tsalah msuk jln sket r but then depending on my instinct kami kembali ke jln y benar. so overall, evrytin's fine. i dropped erni n lai kt stesen komuter kepong sentral n then headed 4 home. alhamdulillah~

along d journey erni mmg mulut bertih, dr utp smpi la ktorg bhenti breakfast kt R&R Tapah xhenti2 bcerite. seronoh btol dgr dye celoteh, hehe =P spe2 y xmo rs boring mse drive bleh la bwk erni skli ye.. lai pn turut get involved dgn xcitednye,huhu. mmg best r blik ngan korg ^_^ but then afta dh bedal nasi goreng sepinggan kt R&R, tahap keaktifan msing2 menurun xcept 4 me la. im d one drivin so kne la stay fit rite. so erni n lai pn tdo la dgn amannye.. kot. haha. then i put on the cd n lagu2 itu menemaniku smpi la tiba d Sg Buloh. then lps da drop diorg kt stesen bleh plak erni ttingal hp dye lam my car.. adoiyai~ seb baek dye ad 2 hp. kelaka la ko ni erni kn.. =P xpe r, ak jge fon ko bebaik ye erni..

hmm.. tu je la kot. isnin pagi ni insyaAllah blik UTP. smoge safe journey jugak la balik nti.. huhu.

p/s: sy semangat besi, tp ad org tu dh naek taraf jd smgt emas sbb dye menang pingat emas mlm ni. huhu.. tahniah sahabat! ^_^